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♥ September 2009
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♥ Wednesday, September 30, 2009
 im missing boifren so badly right now...i cant stop looking at my phone waiting for it to be beep by him...but looking at the time...boifren must be sleeping by now...he txt me earlier on by saying that he is busy coz he need to change his bunk..haiz..i wonder how he is right now...coz he said to me yesterday that his leg is painful and he cant run pluz marching too...kinda worried yesterday...hopefully he is find right now..its kinda different when he is in camp now...the feeling of lonely is always there...sometimes i wish that he could be beside me all the time...everytime i went back home from werk i can see some couples are together...boifrens fetching their gerlfrens back home...i wish boifren could do that to me everyday...even be beside me when i needed him..but..i cant...boifren has to be in camp...i cant stop him either...all i have to wait till saturday den i could let everything out to him...tell him this and that...solving problems that we are facing... haiz...how i wish he could be here right now...listening to all the things i wanted to say... :(so finish werk at 7.40pm today.. abit tired of course...met my parents at lot 1 to pay some bills...oh yes...talking about bills i have yet to do my calculations...darn...nvrm..i guess i will be sleeping abit late today...cant wait to meet boifren when he book out...but i dunnoe got to meet him or not this weekend...my parents did some plans regarding hari raya outing...but see how...saturday im werking...i dunnoe whether im following or not...tmr i dunnoe wat to wear to werk...coz mum ask me wear baju kurung to werk...omg...sape mau layan sey...nvrm...i noe what to wear...heee...*evil thoughts* haiz...things at werk becoming more crazier...got lots of papercuts on my fingers due to the thick invoices that i have been receive...how i wish i could be out from this department and change to other department..better still im out from this job...any recommendations? hee...need to finish up my school quickly and find a better job outside... to my beloved boifren.. once u are out i noe u will be looking wat i update here as from here u will noe what im doing everyday as u are in camp...u dunnoe what i have been doing the whole entire day frm mon till fri...i noe u are worried at times with who i mix with...what time i finish werk..where did i go after werk...meeting who.. u dun have to worried abt me...everytime after werk, i will be at home...if not i will be walking at lot 1 finding food or window shop with kak liza...i will always be home b4 u call me ard 7 pluz...u noe...everyday i waited for ur call or ur msgs..i cant sleep if u nvr give me a gd night kiss..i cant sleep if i we quarrel over some things..everyday im thinking about u..thinking what are u doing and stuff...i noe u are a regular not NS..so ur squad will be mix with gerls..there are some negative thinking that i ever thought but i keep it to myself...i dun want us to fight over some things that is not right...i feel really happy and even i could run frm my room to the living room just to call u back or wake myself up from sleep just to hear ur voice...one thing that u have to noe is my love for u is really strong...i do love u alot syg...i will be waiting for ur call every single day.. :) zylaa sign off
@Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ♥ Tuesday, September 29, 2009
SATURDAY Last weekend went out with boifren and his frens for Hari Raya..so we cover all westside but not the east side due to the time is not enuf. so first house was my house...waited for them from 11.30 and they reached at 1pm at my house...ni la namenye janji melayu...i nearly fall asleep...my make up need to touch up again coz when they reached i was perspiring and my make up cair beb..hee...got to be woth boifren the whole entire day..i was tired at the end of the day and my leg has blisters..so head home at ard 10.15pm..so took 187 frm marsiling off home...drop at the wrong bustop as both of us are happily talking and both of us are blur coz we are tired plus we tot that we took 190 home...haha...but lucky need to walk not really that far to reach my house...so reached home...wait for boifren to online and there we go...online till 2am in the morning...tk reti2 penat kite due ye...hahaha here are the pictures taken...i will just put some and others u may find it at my facebook...       more pictures just find it at my facebook..lazy to upload all...too much pictures..haha... SUNDAY so boifren have to book in the nxt day..so i woke up at 10.30am coz boifren has already wake me up from my beauty sleep...meet him at jurong ard 1pm..den head to my house back ard 3pm...by the time we reach my house...from far i can see there's alot of slippers and shoes outside my house...boifren doesnt want to come in as he is shy...so i pull him in and there he meet all my cousins from my dad side...my house was full and i was panting for breath...we walk from cck till my house...plus boifren is wearing his uniform...heee...so let him change his shirt coz he is perpiring like hell...botak-botak pn berpeluh banyak...hee...so we chill at my house there again my aunt came...went to lot 1 ard 6 plus to find his things den im off home at 8 coz he need to book in at 8.30pm...its like we onli meet just for a short while and there again he needs to book in...the feeling is like it is so fast though we had spent time tgt the whole day the previous day...  zylaa sign off
@Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ♥ Monday, September 21, 2009
 SELAMAT HARI RAYE kepade semua yg mengenali zylaa. kalau zylaa ade buat silap atau terkasar bahase..maaf kn la segala kesalahan zylaa...halal kan makan dan minum zylaa ye..thanks to those who have sent me hari raya msgs via facebook and msn...slamat hari raye to all of you...may u all enjoy ur hari raya... pictures of my hari raya has been uploaded at my facebook...lazy to upload here...heee yay!! have extra off tmr...come back to werk on wednesday! yay zylaa sign off
@Monday, September 21, 2009 ♥ Thursday, September 17, 2009
yay!!! finally tomorrow its FRIDAY!!! got to meet boifren on saturday!! yay!!! but he has to book in on monday night...as for me...i will get an extra additional off day tat is on tues...so im coming back to werk on wednesday...heee...but it will be a bored day coz boifren is in camp.. :( i just dunnoe why IM ADDICTED TO KOREAN SONGS!!! heee...nice songs... currently now waiting for my show to start...america's next top model..heee... got to talk to boifren just for a while just now...haiz...miss him so much...i will be schooling tomorrow...hope boifren can wait for me or pick up my call when im home...miss him so much... and to boifren.. i now u will always read my blog when u book out every friday...u will spent at least some time to check ur facebook and even other stuff like my blog or something...i simply i miss u so much syg...everyday i wait for u to call me..no matter how long or short our conversation is, i try to talk to u as much as i can... i still feel so sad or even feel so lonely coz im used to u being with me everytime i went back home late or even we will be webcam with each other everynight...i really2 miss u alot... :(  zylaa sign off
@Thursday, September 17, 2009 ♥ Tuesday, September 15, 2009
 just a quick updation regarding the weekends... saturday.. meet boifren after work...met him at boon lay and he followed me to go any pay my bills and stuff..grab some things there and off to my house..tat was the first time boifren met the whole entire family of mine...my aunties and uncles we at my house to break fast together including ayah bdae celebration...so 1 thing i forget to say to someone...THANK YOU BOIFREN FOR COMING TO MY HOUSE BREAK FAST TOGETHER...so chill at my house, sabo ayah and watch tv together...at about 9 pluz everybody is out from my house except boifren and kakak's boifren...left both of them...disturb each other laugh here and there...off both of them home via cab...maklum la due2 tgl dkt...haha...but the sad thing is...kak lily call boifren a wrong name...i was like OMG!!! boifren look pissed off...sori syg...i noe it hurts u alot...at night webcam with boifren till 1am..and off to slp... sunday.. meet boifren at my house abt 3 pluz...he is ready to book in...how sad it is..so fast tat he needs to book in again...so he sat at my house watching me doing some kuih...but end up my mum push me away and she did everything all by herself...so look at all boifren stuff in his bag...i went to take my 2nd bath as it was super hot that day...get ready and off to lot 1 to meet his frens...we break fast at pizza hut that day...i was super damn full...just lagsane and my dessert it was already full...i guess my stomach is so small...hahaha...so aft eating..went at the back of lot 1...took some pics...den boifren has to go back in camp...accompany him waiting for his frens...so all boys...im the only 1 gerl..so boifren took 172 to HTA while i took 190 home...just in a split sec...i miss him so much already...this is a second week of him in camp...i will get use to it soon... boifren, i miss u so much...everyday i get excited when u called me..i did dreamt something bad...i told u abt that right...haiz...plz dun make me think anything stupid or u talking something that can make me so worried or even thinking negative...it will make me have bad dreams...i even dun want to fall sick when u are in camp...i just dun want u to get worried or even pestering me eat my medicine...cant wait for u to book out this friday..i want to meet u...really2 badly...i love you so much... i guess some gerls out there might be going thru the same thing as me.. boifrens in camp and we out here waiting for them patiently..some might be enjoying with gerlfrens to kill time wait for them to book out on the week ends...some might be werking...like me...i kill time by working and make myself busy so that the time past really2 fast...even im schooling at night...so time flies really fast.. tomorrow is wednesday...2 more days to go...yippie...friday plz come fast...all i think was boifren but not hari raya...wakakakaka...6 months of him booking in and out... have to tahan..and have to be patient... Labels: my botak man is in camp.. zylaa sign off
@Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ♥ Friday, September 11, 2009
 its friday...yay...just came back frm school...i felt lazy to go to school just now...but thinking back..if i didnt go to school firstly..boifren will sure scold me..secondly, im wasting my money if didnt attend my lesson...even my exams...if i always skip my classes, i will miss important factors that my teacher will give out to us...i had fun in school coz my teacher is very kind and also the way she teach is very enjoying...at times i do feel tired to go to school coz there is trucks and loads of werk i need to do b4 i go to school...finally boifren has book out...he actually punked me just now when i was otw to school...he said he did not book out today...hmm...i felt really down by hearing to his news tat he didnt book out...so few minutes later when im nearly reach at my destination...he called saying he's in the cab going home...i was like...wth...got punked again..but the way he is so serious tat im a dumb2 believe him...when he said sense things to me, i tot it was joking...hmm..ok fine...my mindset is crazy...heee...im happy he book out already coz i can meet him tmr aft werk...yay...im so happy...called him lots of time since i came home frm school...but he didnt pick up my call...i wonder wat is he doing...usually how tired he is..how sleepy he is...he will at least pick up my call...but he didnt...haiz... boifren... where are u??? i dunnoe why my heart is beating so fast right now...its like a drum beat...hahaha... so tmr i need to do my werk as fast as i can...hopefully my partner wont take her own sweet time doing werk...i want to meet my botak boifren...heee...1st time going to see him botak...hahaha...how will he look like...hmmm....still wondering and still imagining him botak...heee... and yes not forgetting... HAPPY 46th BIRTHDAY AYAH!! tmr will be having iftar at my house tgt with my cousins...if only boifren can join tmr..it will be much more fun..yes..ayah did ask abt him..ask is he booking out today..so he could join us..as its his bdae...hmm...i just kept quiet didnt say anything abt him booking out today.. so tmr meet boifren den b4 buka i need to rush home...sunday meet boifren again.. meet him buka with him and wait till he need to book in again...book in...book out for six mths...sori primary school frens...i cant join with u guys...next time alrite..mayb we can jln2 raye tgt...but it depends on wat day...coz im werking frm mon to sat...heee... zylaa sign off
@Friday, September 11, 2009 ♥ Wednesday, September 9, 2009
as you can see todays date is special 090909...nice date..bored rite now...boifren has went to sleep...got to talk to him today for like alot of times...he called me early morning when he has just finish sahur...so he text me at 3 pluz in the morning aft he has finish bathing and stuff...cant wait for him to book out on friday...he doesnt have any confinement at all...miss him so much... :) hmm..thinking abt werk i guess i need to find a new job as soon as possible...coz there is something happen over at my workplace...couldnt bare anymore at work...haiz...told boifren about it...lucky he understands about everything...im not schooling today coz its change to thursday...so gd luck to all my frens who is taking exam tmr.. every weekdays will be a bored day for me...coz boifren is at camp...so cant disturb him much...nxt week lots of things he will start doing...so he will be very2 tired...wait till he call me den...i just dunnoe why i felt so sad at times...mayb im sad due to me missing him so much... listening to all his fav song makes me feel easy coz its like him playing the songs to me...heee... so to my boifren if u are reading this when u book out... all i wanted to say is...I MISS YOU ALOT...there's alot of things i wanted to share with u..but everytime u call me...it cant go out from my mouth...too much things i want to talk to you...i feel easy when u tell me all those things around u are doing fine...i noe some things u ask me to do but i didnt...i promise you i will do wat u want me to do alrite..dun worry abt me...i noe u are worried abt me and only the first day i felt sick during at night...all i want you to finish the course for 6 mths and posted to wat u get... our journey has start..no matter how hard or easy the journey is..i will be strong to go thru those obstacles.. i love you alot :) i miss you day and nite ayg...  zylaa sign off
@Wednesday, September 09, 2009 ♥ Tuesday, September 8, 2009
 hello bloggers, bloghoppers.. as you can see now...my blog is new...my blog is clean frm everything...i wont be updating that much i guess as im busy with my werk in the morning and im schooling at night...so yeah...im here to blog out all abt my new journey of life starting from today...as this will kill time for me waiting for boifren to call me or even book out from camp...and yes...boifren has already go for NS...or should i say training?? coz its not exactly NS,the reason why is he will be serving the country for 5 years...he sign bond with police...so he is a police officer now...he is a regular of an police officer..he has just book in today...i guess lots and lots of things need happen today...i didnt follow to sent him at HTA..coz im werking...so had my day spent with him on sunday...didnt get to snap pictures due to enjoying so much outside from morning till night...had a great2 time with him... right now i feel so bored...so quiet...if not i will be happily online or even webcam with him every night...all i have to do is to wait till this weekend...i dunnoe whether he can book out or not...haiz...im starting to miss him badly already..i dunnoe why at werk i felt ok but at home i feel so lonely...i kept looking at the clock since just now...i guess he is busy right now...all i want is to hear his voice.. for 17 years or more boifren has not been botak at all...but now...he needs to be botak...heee...i wonder how he looks like...i wonder wat is his reaction when he need to cut his hair...waiting for the weekend to come...  i kept looking at my msn and i wonder why i did dat...maybe just get use to it...boifren always online everynite...i miss him so much...just 1 day, i feel so lonely...ps: i change my blog because my journey of a new life starts here...the past need to be remove...its all faded and gone... Labels: the old me is dead and gone zylaa sign off
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