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Thursday, October 29, 2009

daily updates!

after 4 days of medical leave last week...im back to werk as per normal this week...
there's lots of changes over at my dept..we are back using the old fucking system...omg...wat are they thinking...everyday have to overtime due to that system...so the other day that is tuesday...i went back frm work at 2300hrs....can u imagine...i start werk at 0830 and finish at 2300...that is way way more than 12hrs...i have onli few hrs of slp...and my supervisor went back frm werk at 0130am yesterday...

my class have started so i cant skip my class anymore...boifren has been nagging regarding school...i always skip sometimes regarding werk or some other stuff..my boss and manager ask me to skip school yesterday...wat are u thinking? u want me to waste my money just like that every wednesday? omg..if i were to stay yest...i will be home till that late at night? my dept is getting bad to worse...wat are u ppl thinking? its like u noe there is short of manpower...there still u dun want this and that...if the management wants to bring in a new fresh person into the dept might as well just say yes... its not that hard to teach the new person our system...its onli that the person is a fast or a slow learner...of course it will that like days for them to catch with something new...i wonder wat does my dept wants...new fresh person dun want...want to pull someone who has been in our dept back in our dept also dun want...have all those 101 reasons...have negative comments, always nag...like hey...u also nag when u are werking...and even on the top of ur voice if u are talking to ur fren who is infront of u...i wonder if ppl frm my werk really reads my blog...and read this post...if they read i dun even care if u want to say anything or even hate tag my blog, spam or watever fuck u want to do coz i dun give a damn...

everyday i will have to drag myself to werk and sit at my miserable place..

im sori boifren if this week i went back home really late...i noe u are worried the other day...i have no choice but have to endure all this things and even have to overtime till late...i dunnoe how late will it be...haiz...its not only u who always nag at me regarding my werk...even my dad did nag abt everything...now for wat i noe...my werkplace will be moving to dunnoe where soon...

cant wait for u to book out boifren...wait for u tmr...but i will be in school waiting for u to call me...





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@Thursday, October 29, 2009



Eren – Takkan Pisah


sayang aku ingin berbicara kepadamu

tentang apa yang tengah aku rasakan

ada apa, ada apa katakanlah semuanya

ku kan dengarkan duhai cintaku


bila nanti orang tuamu meridhoi dengan

apa yang ku rasakan padamu

semua orang tua ingin yang terbaik untuk anaknya

begitu pun orang tuaku


kau takkan tinggalkanku

takkan pernah, sayangku

janjimu janjiku untukmu


reff:

takkan ada yang pisahkan kita

sekali pun kau telah tiada

akan ku pastikan

ku kan memeluk menciummu di surga


jangan kau pergi tinggalkan aku

bawa aku ke mana kau mau

janji ku padamu

jiwa dan ragaku mati pun ku mau


i love this song so much...super nice...listen to it ppl...hee..






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@Thursday, October 29, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009

i have not been updating for like nearly a week...so here it goes a very short and simple update for this week...

last friday overnight with boifren, went home on the saturday afternoon or should i say evening..reached auntie house at ard 6 plus nearly 7...boifren slack a while at auntie house while waiting for his dad to fetch him..i didnt went back home coz my family is out from singapore...they went to malaysia to visit my great grandmother there...i didnt follow them due to my passport has expired..overnite at anutie house...boifren went back home at ard 7 pluz...waited for him to reached home...chatted a while with him...den off to sleep...seriously we were super tired...we went to peninsula on tat saturday aft a day we didnt slp and waited for boifren's fren for hours...i was like a mad person sitting at the bustop shouting here and there...haha...nvrm...i was tired actually...all i can think is abt food...

the next day boifren has to book in...waited for my family to reach singapore den off home...they fetch me from my auntie house...reached home abt 4 pluz...boifren came over and kakak sent us to lot1...

the whole entire week...except monday i didnt went to werk....4 days mc since tues till fri...heee....im really weak for the past 2 days even today itself...i dun want to elaborate more abt wat happen too tired to type everything down...i need some rest now...


waiting for boifren to book out tmr... yay!!!

not forgetting... happy anniversary to me and boifren!! hee...





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@Thursday, October 22, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009

updation for today...
so today went to werk...finish at 2.40pm i guess or issit 2.30...i cant recall...was suppose to meet him at joo koon but he called me change plan...he ask me to meet him at jurong point...walk around jurong point to find mouse and also earpiece for his uncle...went to challenger and also nokia shop...while walking we plan where to go...

took mrt frm boon lay to joo koon den bounce back till orchard...hee...waste time coz we lazy to stand...along the way im thinking where to go...we have been such a long time nvr went out to town together as boifren is busy with his werk and me always finish werk really late..went to ion orchard den head to cineleisure...eat at ljs...head to bugis to buy some stuff...maklum la ade org da kaya kan...not me... bought stuff for his mum and sister...ini la kali pertama aku jln ngn matair aku kaki aku sakit tk leh tahan...but nvrm...hold onto the pain...enuf of walking here and there...i dunnoe why...i dun want anything to buy...mcm pelik gitu...slalu nye ade jek bende attracts my eye...but today...i dun...wat was i thinking abt?? mayb wat i want i have already bought myself...i guess...but there is something that i want buy but...nvrm...forget it...use wat i have now...dun waste money...

so boifren bought for me a squirrel... (look up) super cute...big eyes and red in color...and i ask boifren...why is the squirrel red in colour?? hahah...ni squirrel bile org tu buat tk cukup colour agaknye...or mayb no brown colour out of stock...heee..cute isnt it? boifren choose it..at first i dun want...he ask me why i like very small teddy bear...i pause and i think...ya hor y i like small2 one..heee...i dunnoe wats my reason...so i just said coz its cute and can put at my face...lame reason...this squirrel really caughts boifren eyes when we walk ard the shop...i dunnoe how come this thing can attracts him...hee...so he said this is for me to slp with when he is in camp...hee...aft buying this...we went ard to find other things..

before we went to bugis to buy the stuff...while we are walking at town towards takashimaya...suddenly there nobody walking left two of us walking...this lady approach us...talking to me...she said...can i take a photo with u? i was like...huh...for wat...it was for the samsung thingy...i love the camera that she use...hopefully i can get it...heee...boifren really want to take a pic with those models in the first place...i ignore wat he said by saying no...den...haiya...dpt jugak ni ank amik gmbr ngn tu model...celaka btol...haiz...so this is our pic with the model...

entah la kan ni ank tgk ape...so tat is it updation for today...took pics...went shopping...lastly buy some food for my parents at lot1 and we went home...super tired...kaki mcm nk tercabot jln...ni la akibat da lame tk kluar jln jauh2...heee..

to you boifren:
thank you for everthing syg...i really had a great great time with you...u really made my day today...how i wish we will be like this everyday...i really treasure this every bits of time that we had just now...i really miss those days that we walk around town shopping together...pulling each other frm one shop to the other...im so happy today that i dunnoe how to describe it in words...when we walk in the everlast shop the song that was played at the shop reminds me of the video that u made for me till i cry... thank you so much syg...thank you for everything that you have made for me...u really make my day today after the whole entire 5 days while u were in camp...im here all alone struggling to make things done..every night i wait for u to call me to make me feel relieve aft some things happen to me...u noe what i mean right...im sorry i went home late after werk this week...u noe whats my reason kn.. nxt week i will be working extra hours and earn a little bit more money...i dun mind u not buying me anything...i can use watever i have now...thank you for the squirel and also help me out with some things... thank you so much...ily syg...muaackkkzz...


so both of us need your help...to those bloggers who is silently reading my blog, or blog hoppers this is wat we want u to do...favour can...if u guys have facebook...log in to my facebook or my boifren if u added him...if have both much more better...so u click on the pic that was taken with the model at my profile...click view album..so u guys simply write a comment or just click like...can? thank you so much.....





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@Saturday, October 10, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009

early morning got a shock once i reach werk...was walking at the loading bay and at the place where the lorries were park...i ran back to my dad shouting like a mad gerl..heee...

my dad was blur and i show him wat i saw...it was a dead cat!!!!! omg...feeling like vomitting...but i walk really fast without looking at it...there are flies ard it...and i saw the intestine came out from the cats stomach...pity that cat...it was a kitten..not really that small kitten but like 12 mths old cat or older not really that sure...i really cant eat my breakfast due to remembering abt that cat...so my collegues pick it up and throw or buried that cat somewhere...my dad says mayb there's a dog bite that cat...it cant be and accident...its accident the cat must be flat...coz there's alot of trailers around...pity2 cat...the head was like out of place...i didnt get to snap the pictures of that cat...nvrm...its all over the cat is not there anymore...

today will be the last module...and today is my last day of school...den two weeks break and i will start schooling again in the 28...hee...boifren will be booking out today...couldnt wait for him to book out...hee...im feel so tired and i my body is weak...i will try to drag myself to school today...haiz...

not forgetting...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAK LILY...

Happy 23rd birthday to you...may all ur wishes come true,panjang umur and murah rezeki...sori didnt get to layan u yesterday when u were at my house...im really tired and i cant stand with the weakness of my body...

so happy 23rd bdae to u kak lily... love u lots...muaccksss

boifren msg/call me when u are home...heee...ily alot...see u tmr or sunday...heee...muaackkksss





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@Friday, October 09, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009

why do i always got the blame? why do i always need to get the scoldings?

its not fair if i always get everything..i need to do everything regardless im tired or not..i noe i earn very little...i noe im bad last time...but cant u see that im actually trying to change and im having hard time need to get all my stuff done...if im late back from werk, u nag u said u want to meet my manager or my boss..when i went out, u said im more to my frens den my family itself...family gatherings, i tried my best to come and even manage my time with everything...im schooling yet u ask me alot of time can i manage to study again or not...haiz...cant u just trust me when im doing something? im not a small kid anymore...and i dun need those nagging abt cleaning the house and stuff...i noe what to do...i didnt do all those stuff coz im so tired...why issit always me who cant do this and that...i cant go out going to the place that i want to go...why must you always say i cant go out if i have already plan it earlier...its like...every single thing i have plan u will spoil it...and there another person will backing u up and scolded me all over again...do u noe how irritating it is? i noe last time when u were young u got controlled more badly den what u did towards me..

this whole entire week i have been going home late..everyday reach home at night...i feel super tired and when i lie down at my bed i will doze of that easily...some things have happen at werk but i cant be bothered to hear or even get anymore info abt it...boifren has been always ask me why i finish werk late...why i reach home late...its not that i want to go home late...but i have lots and lots of things to do at werk...the invoices is getting from bad to worse...but today its not that alot...but still i finish at 6.45 ard there...reach home...dad ask to follow him go lot 1 with mum...so head back to cck...i really drag myself there...bought some food to eat..haiz...this is really a tiring week for me...i cant stand with the tiredness...saturday i will be working again...omg....can i just not come to werk? im really tired...i cant stand it anymore...haiz...

sori i didnt update alot this week...due to my tiredness...i cant update alot...my eyes cant stand anymore...nite everyone...





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@Monday, October 05, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009

wishing happy birthday to my grandmother...
hmm...how many years old im not sure...65? i guess so 68? lost count...nvrm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENEK MUNAH..i love you alot nenek...agar nenek panjang umur dan juga murah rezeki..sayang nenek alot alot...muaackkkzzz




yay! boifren will be booking out today...call me when u book out sayang...i love you...muaackkz





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@Friday, October 02, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009

just got home from werk at 9.30 just now...super tired right now...cant wait for tmr...boifren will be booking out...yay!!!! waited for his call just now...and he finally called me at 7 or 8 plus just now...but im still at werk...boifren did nag at me why im still at werk...thanks to all my thick invoices...i need to go home late...super tired right now...aching here and there...sori mummy and daddy coz of me , we cant go out for hari raya...see how on saturday...

i really want to meet boifren on saturday....i really really want meet him...

this few days i felt really down if boifren talk abt something...i pulls my mood down and i can be in tears within secs...i just dunnoe why...PMS i guess...haiz...

I MISS YOU BOIFREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wonder...is this shift house tingy true or not...haiz...hope not true....*finger cross*





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@Thursday, October 01, 2009