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♥ Monday, May 31, 2010
 Just now watch Prince of Persia at Chathay Cineplex with boifren... we watch at the grand cathay...its so big...the sound system and the graphic is super good...i got like shock in the middle of the movie and boifren laugh at me...shit u bby....hehehe... the movie was kinda fun la..although some part i nearly fall asleep and dun understand...so i just open my eyes keep continue watching... i feel so comfortable watching the movie in boifren's arm...hehehe....its hard to get him hug me... :)although we spent time like onli kinda short while just cathing a movie, eat and the go home...i still feel so happy and i have fun with him...the feeling now if got to meet boifren is like different..i feel much much more happy and excited...i really make every minutes and seconds to be with him as much as i could...i noe boifren will be very busy..so i could onli be with him like onli few hours or like onli 1 day with him... this is our new beginning and this is how we will be tgt...soon as time past by i will get used to this kind of timing that we are going thru now... zylaa sign off
@Monday, May 31, 2010 ♥ Sunday, May 30, 2010
Yesterday went to Pasir Ris Town Park for KKH Family day.. Nothing much over there.. its kinda boring..so me and a'an walk around ourself.. then we go see ayah and didi fishing...but both of them didnt even get any fish at all...but its actually very jealous to see other people caught a very big fish.. then we all sit under a coconut tree... i sit with an unbrella behind me as if im sun tanning at the beach...but its just a park...hehehe... so wait and wait...the weather is so hot... cant stand the heat...lucky i dun really wear that nice...i just wear something slack...so at about 12 plus...we have our lunch...i dun really eat coz i was watching one of the apek cathing fish...super huge the uncle caught the fish its like can be up to 4kg of fish...nenek is so geram with the fish..nenek said if my dad can caught a fish like that, go home can cook asam pedas...i was like...wow...super nice..hehehe...but sayur bendi...hehe...so after so about 12 plus we went to the prawing site..waited and waited..the nxt session is at 1315hrs...so we waited and we are the first one on the queue...so at 1315hrs...everybody was like cant wait for their turn...but they onli get like 1/2hrs coz their is free...as for me and kakak ours is 1hr...we paid 13dollars for it...so we go and get out baits and stuff from the uncle...and we start prawning...it was my first time though...hahaha...boifren didnt follow me and family coz boifren will be working night shift...so i was there with my family...about 3 plus all of us move off from there...as we were there like so early in the morning...but then when we reached home, i see my body turn very dark...kakak have like sun tan her body...haiz...my face like stripes...so i caught my first prawn and continously caught my prawns...everybody thought i was using something...haha...no ok...hehehe...my luck is so good on that day i guess... so mum cook sambal udang today...hehe...the prawn is so big...i like..hehe... boifren is sleeping currently right now..kecian die tk tido from just now he came back from werk...he reached home..sleep like on 1hour plus den i wake him up to go for his jamming session..pity him so much..nvrm tmr i treat u watch prince of persia ok... i love my boifren alot... zylaa sign off
@Sunday, May 30, 2010 ♥ Saturday, May 29, 2010
Last nite boifren doesnt even txt me...although he txt me like only a few like saying he is busy have some things need to settle and also inform me that he will be home late...so i waited till he txt me again about ard 10pm like that...but he did not txt...once i finish werk as yest i finish werk at 11pm, i txt him as usual and also once i reached home i txt him too...*report strength* so waited and waited...he didnt msg me....i cant sleep every hour i woke up to check my phone although i felt so so so tired at that moment of time and i noe that today i need to wake up early too... so i check again and again...but there is no answer from him...i called and even msg him again....i do like 'nigau' when kakak woke me up at about 8am to get ready go to pasir ris.. i was like...i tot kakak woke me up coz kakak want to tell me that boifren is home..haiz...so before i went out from home..i txt boifren again.... hmmm....waiting and waiting for him...so at about 12 plus...called boifren...he was asleep...so i hung up the call...at about 2 plus...i called him...yes like finally i got to talk to him...he was playing his gitar at that moment of time... first thing when he pick up my call he said.. he dun want to lyn me anymore...i was shock and thinking back what i have done wrong last night...i didnt do anything wrong either...haiz...i felt really like so sad he said that to me...we were like ok since d day before...mayb its becoz he is tired...i dunnoe...but even if he is tired, he would actually msg me too...but not like this...i felt like crying...but...i just hold on to it...i felt afraid to call or msg him at this moment...i noe what is the consequences if i call him again... 1) he will say foul words to me. 2) he will reject my calls 3) if i txt him..he wont be replying my msg. i tot once he picks up the call just now he would actually talk to me like normal...but he did not...its just that i feel so sad... we hardly meet but i felt fine and happy if i could actually hear his voice or even txt him everyday... bby...if i did wrong yest or the day before please tell me...dun keep quiet and even like not replying my msg or not picking up my call... are u tired syg...but if u are tired pn u will even talk to me...like even txt me...im sad u noe...i tau kite jarang jumpe...but at least please dun like diam diam...den reject2 call i...den tk reply msg...i risau...mcm smlm...i seriously...i tk leh tido...i fikir mane u...u asl tk msg i...i noe u will be busy with ur werk i understand as ur job is not as easy as mine...but all i need is onli u to txt me like u are home or something...it feels like u are away if u nvr txt me...u always brighten up my day whenever i receive ur msg or ur call...its like whenever im having difficulties at werk u txt me den i feel so happy and excited coz u txt me...i never even feel a single regret to have u in my life... i love u sayang zylaa sign off
@Saturday, May 29, 2010 ♥ Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Oh god im perspiring now...i just dunnoe why...2 fans in front of me but still im perspiring like hell.. A while ago i was messaging with boifren..but i guess he is busy photocopying papers...he said in a very funny was as he follows the way 'Adnan Sempit' does it...* careful my dear dun get papercuts ok*. I will be working morning shift tomorrow but still im cant sleep at this moment...Oh gosh...im having headache again... I just dunnoe why i always kept wanting to post someting each day...and everyday... its just that i have something to say out from my heart...but i just couldnt say it out...i dunnoe what how to type it as it just couldnt came out...haiz... Someting actually bothering me...it just kept haunting me day by day....to forget about it its just really hard...when i sit all alone at home or at werk eating...this things kept coming haunting me.. i feel so stress out with this...haiz...what should i do...??? *head spins* I cant type anymore...i cant take it anymore... why does this thing kept haunting me day by day... haiz.... off to bed now...awaits for my bby to msg or call me... :( zylaa sign off
@Tuesday, May 25, 2010 ♥
Sayang...ku ingat kn dirimu....bahawa ku tk bisa hidup tanpamu...~~ Oppsss...i just love this song...very nice... Today i dun go to school...Luckily boifren dun scold me...but i have a good reason though...so he cant scold me at all...i have some cramps la of course...so cant walk far far away...but right now...im having my flu, my body is so hot and i feel so headache...super painful...i just dunnoe why... Currently now im messaging boifren...boifren is having his night shift for today.. he dun message me for like the whole entire day..onli at 4.30pm he called me...he tot i finish work already...but...NO!! not yet i finish at 5.30pm... so at 5.30pm...called boifren...wake him up...he needs to go to work...so i change...den i eat awhile...den off to far east plaza to check my pay...wahahah....den i transfer money and stuff den go home... omg....my head really painful...i cant stand it... bby...help me...my head so pain...yay...meet u on thursday...yippie....wah...bby so relax can msg2 me...if not so quiet...i msg den u nvr reply..feel so so so......worried u noe... zylaa sign off
@Tuesday, May 25, 2010 ♥ Sunday, May 23, 2010
Its been long since i went out with boifren...So today is the day i went out with boifren...its a great blast though...we went to lido and get our tickets for SHREK 3D..our show start at 1800hrs...so while waiting for the show...me and boifren walk around town...so went to meet his fren at the timberland shop...so...after meeting him, we walk to takashimaya and den to cineleisure... i ate at burger king but boifren didnt eat..he just shared the food with me...so after eating...boifren smoke a while...den head back to lido as his fren called saying that he is on break...so went and meet him...if i cant hold onto my hungry-ness...i can eat at puncak...damn it...after talking and talking...den head to our movie...boifren love to see the donkey kids...tat is donkey + dragon =??? hehe...super cute its red in colour...so the donkey is the dad and the dragon is the mum...hehe... the show ended at around 1940hrs...tot of meeting my cousin but he didnt reply my message at all...so head to esteler and eat... i tot of not eating but nothing tat is kinda light for me...so i ate something heavy...no choice mah...hmm... boifren suddenly said something after he finishes his meal..he said like this... "i ade satu kawan ni name die '....' die ckp die tk nk makan banyak tapi...die mkn byk jugak...makan byk pun tetap tk gemok-gemok... tapi gemok bukan nye bdn die naik...tapi...pipi die yg gemok..." so i stop eating and look at him...den i laugh...i really had great fun with boifren just now... although some parts during the time he make me feel like wat...but i just dun want to spoil our day out...so at last...at the end of the day its really great thing i ever had to end the day with wat boifren said to me...its been long since i heard those words came out from his mouth to me.. dear syg.. i really had fun with u today...thank you so much for making my day really really great...i know we both busy with our work and our schedule is not the same...i hope we could at least spent more time again...i got shock when u such question to me...its been long u didnt ask me that question... bby...im my heart there's onli u... i will wait for u...i noe kite akan jarang kluar...onli once in a while we can actually go out...sometimes...i do like pestering u nk jumpe...nk jumpe...im sorry if i did tat to u...i syg u sorg jek...i tau kat kerje...org kacau i la ni la tu la...i do feel so worried at times too...i dun want u to misunderstand if anything happen...trust me...i love u alone...and im ready to wait for u...bby...this few days i kept thinking about something u have said to me before...i tried to forget about it...but i cant...it kept haunting me over and over again...i dreamt stupid things...my mind was like everywhere...haiz...bby...i really had fun with u just now... ily so much....muaackkz.. ya allah beri la ku semangat dan juga kekuatan jikalau ada sebarang kekacauan dalam hidupku ini...amin... Labels: * there some thing missing in this post..to see more..highlite the page* zylaa sign off
@Sunday, May 23, 2010 ♥
awaits for his morning call rite now...he have yet to wake up from his beauty sleep... but early morning at about 6am he called me....reject his call and call him back...talk awhile and im back to my sleep...its onli that he is checking on me whether im asleep or not as i txt him about ard 1am saying i cant sleep...so yeah...he was checking on me i guess...hmmm... so yesterday reached home at about 12 plus after work...kinda tired...everybody at home was asleep...after i wash up, i went straight to bed...but still i cant sleep at that moment...turn here..turn there..cant sleep...so i txt boifren...he didnt reply though...hmmm... im still thinking where to go later if meet him...if we go out today..we wont be going home late as both of us will be resume back to work tomorrow...this is life...working...working...and working....nxt week...will be a tiring day for me...i will onli have 1 day off...haiz....onli saturday is my day off...but boifren will be having his night shift on that day...damn it... today is the due date for my job...i wonder can it be done or not...im off for today...but yesterday, i double check with the ones that the person who help me went on the floor changing the phone template..but...after a while....i suddenly realise...the ones that she highlited is the ones is occupied room...but...why someone else said that the highlite ones is a vacant room...i was super pissed off and i stop what im doing...lucky...i didnt touch anything on the system...if not...i will be dooom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! called my supervisor...i felt like crying...i txt boifren...but boifren was asleep i guess...he txt me back...but...haiz...i just couldnt help it...today is the dateline....as nxt week will be a very busy week...high occupancy....damn it...i wonder issit true she cover the whole entire building in GRAND WING....wth...i went 20 rooms and i felt so tired...wat if going for like more than 20 rooms...in and out....omg....doing alone? i dont think so....yesterday really not my day...like half of the day...ppl are testing my emotions...i have not been like this at work before...now i feel how frustrated this ppl are...i kept quiet and im thinking wat am i suppose to do...haiz....i just wonder what happen today to that gerl who mix everything up will my job.... bby...please wake up faster...i want meet u and go out with u....haiz...cpt la bgn.... AND YES NOT FORGETTING TODAY IS MY FREN BIRTHDAY.. HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO NOORLYANA BTE KASSIM...MAY YOU HAVE A GREAT GREAT BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR... CHEERS!! zylaa sign off
@Sunday, May 23, 2010 ♥ Saturday, May 22, 2010
Reached home exactly at 1220am.. waited for the bus nearly 1hr plus standing at the bustop opposite far east plaza for 190... but all the bus that came was full...i got frustrated and im sweating at the same time...so wait and wait and wait...lastly...took NR3 home...i just top up my ezlink and now it left with 6dollars...haiz...btol nk mkn duit org ar....so while waiting...txt boifren...but as usual he didnt reply coz he is on duty now...so when i was in the bus...he reply me back saying that he was so busy till he forget to reply me back...nvrm syg... i understand u have alot of things to do... This few days i felt so happy and so like...i just couldnt describe the feeling... boifren started to be like last time...hehe..i like it... just now receive a msg from him saying that its been like so long nvr meet me...he wants to meet me...i was super excited feel like jumping around...its been long since i got this kind of msg from him...its onli like once in a blue moon...i have to wait till he said that again to me or even ask me he wants this and that...he miss this and that...its freaking hard to hear that from him..he is a kind of a person just want me to noe myself...wat he likes and dislikes...i just couldnt wait to meet boifren tmr...waiting for his msg tmr morning....i need to tune into bed now...my eyes is so sleepy now...tmr i will be working thru out the week...haiz... bby...da lame sey tk dgr u ckp mcm tu ngn i...i got shocked seriously..mcm tk percaye...hehe...its been like days we didnt meet each other kn...although u can meet me anytime but still like susah...my roster is not the same as urs...but luckily on sunday ni kite same2 off...bole dpt kluar ngn u...just hopefully tkde pape halangan untuk kite kali ni....*cross fingers* ily syg...how i wish u could post a blog like last time..but u cant anymore...so i wouldnt noe wats going on and stuff.. meet bby tmr...imy... zylaa sign off
@Saturday, May 22, 2010 ♥ Wednesday, May 19, 2010
 Just came back from work and school...super tired...i nearly fall asleep in class...where my body is aching,leg is aching too...need some massage...So yesterday was suppose to work morning shift,but i took MC...i got some fever the night before...but when i reached the doctor,everything is gone...as usual boifren will tease me saying that im just acting sick...but im not ok...its real...i cant really breathe at work like a few times...i guess its due to my block nose and also dust ar so many all around the department..so im back to work today.. i feel kinda okay...but still cough cough, running nose...and my appetite for food is not really there...so i need to went up to guest rooms and my boss ask me too...so make everything alone...kinda tired too.... ok..so straight to the point ok...the main reason this blog is posted becoz my boifren here wants something from me... i miss those times where both me and boifren will actually like...post something here in our blog and den we will actually answer back watever the question or something in our own blog.... its call love2 msg...hehe...its our version of saying...but nvrm those ppl who reads this post will noe what does it mean soon... so here it goes... being with u is the most amazing thing i ever had..at first from frens,secondary school frens i must say, to best frens,to special frens and now we are together gerlfren and boifren...at first i was like blur seeing me and u together...but after a while...my love for u became stronger and stronger..its like my love for u is really strong till i can just think about u and forget about everything...but the most thing i cant forget is where we both are having our really great time together..we went shopping, fetching each other from work and also going to ur gigs...i miss looking at u performing...though i wont be in front of the stage but im there to see u and to be with u during ur performance...i noe we do have stupid past...but from what i want now is us having a new life as we are going thru our journey... all i want is u to guide me to the correct path.. yes i noe u might be busy with your werk and its kinda hard to be with me at times im in need of you...all i need is time for me to get used to our schedule and so i wont be complaining this and that to you...i noe u will be tired listening to all my complaining this days... i really appreciate my boifren alot..coz u did alot of things for me...u even met me at the doctor after ur midnight shift...though u are tired u tired your best to meet me and be with me... thank you sayang for accompany me yesterday...i really appreaciate it alot...i noe u did complaint to me saying during u at hospital im not there...but i didnt noe u went right...onli that when u reached there, u den tell me...do you noe, i love u alot...i might be saying to you this guy like trying to be funny with me and all stuff...the main reason is...its not that i dunnoe how to take care of myself...im being sincere to you...i want you to trust me so that u dun feel worried when im working...i noe u dun trust and even u are worried im working in hyatt... but bby...listen here...i syg u...i syg u sorg aje...ye mmg kdg2 i bising2 kat u...i ckp mcm2 psl u...mcm mane i tk bising u asik2 ckp psl pmpn ni la, pmpn tu la...den bile i merajok, u nnt terus nk ltk telephone la,tk reply la...tk pujuk i pn...ya i noe u kinda hard to do that...onli at times onli..i just feel scared u see...im scared i lose u...im happy being with u...time running so fast now...lots and lots of things that we need to settle...all bby have to noe...i love u so much and i ikhlas to be with u...its onli that kdg2 i rase mcm sorg gitu..u kerje...u penat,den hard to communicate kadang2...den when u tired, i want ur attention, u might be like scold me...after u scold me, i have to step back before i tried to call or msg u again...i just miss u...i rindu u sgt2...i miss ur attention towards me...slalu u ckp ngn i suruh jage diri baik, be alert bile balek...ya i noe u always said that and it must be in my mind...but...i do have feelings too...i miss ur attention towards me...bby...u kerje baik2 ok...syg u...kerje u bkn kerje sembarangan...i risau jugak u tk mkn ke ape ke...i love my gemok alot....u are my sunshine baby.. bby i misssss you so much...meet me soon....muaackkz zylaa sign off
@Wednesday, May 19, 2010 ♥ Monday, May 17, 2010
just woke up from sleep.. im having flu and my stomach really really hurts.. kinda like abit dizzy at this moment... im waiting for boifren to actually call or msg me...i guess he is still sleeping...nvrm just wait...i will be going to werk in a few hrs time.. i just got a news from kak lily that my cousin ipin will be coming back to singapore tis coming 21 may...like finally he is back here after 6 months over at brunei... will see you soon ipin once u are back here in singapore.. time for a kinda serious part... Last nite when i finish work, i suddenly think about jobs...what type of job can i find easily with a very good pay... im not thinking of big pay but just a reasonable pay for me and enough for me to pay some of my bills and stuff..so as usual i text boifren asking him is this a good choice to change job at this moment...he said no...i really need to be like independent working at hyatt now...although my shift is like...hmmm....nvrm..or mayb im thinking about boifren too much that im scared that i cant meet him tat oftenly...im really looking forward to spent tiime with boifren soon...how soon..im not sure...all i have to do is wait for him...i cant make the decision...i can plan...but just wait for his answer whether its a yes or no...hmm... i noe this is a very new test that im going thru...like last time boifren in camp i did always ask him when can i meet u...can i meet u this weekend or not...when he said no...i will start to like asking him stupid stupid questions...hmm...or mayb i want his attention towards me..every time he is working, i will be waiting for his msg no matter he is working morning or night shift...i will still wait...sometimes the way boifren talk to me might be very harsh...it hurts me at times...as he kinda a person like hard to show his love to that person...but when he is really protective to that person...u can really really see it...i like boifren personality..its amazing...from we are frens till now we are together, its like when he angry, he really really angry...i just feel so happy to have to be with him... i just couldnt be apart from him.. Thank you bby for being with me and also tahan my behavior...i noe at times im very irritating...i noe we hardly meet coz our shift is not the same...although u ever said before, now we can easily meet anytime ur day off...but it depends too what shift im working...im really looking forward to go out with u and also spent time with u...i dun mind if its onli a short time...but all i want is to meet u and be with u.. i love u sayang... zylaa sign off
@Monday, May 17, 2010 ♥ Saturday, May 15, 2010
Just came back from Aida's Wedding...reached home at about 10pm just now... her wedding was held at Tampines..Its near to where me and boifren have been there before that is near Tampines East CC...so the plan was like this..meet my BMC frens at tampines MRT ctrl stn at 6pm..but unfortunately as usual...im late...so meet them at 6.30 over there..so we make a move to aida's wedding by taking bus there...kinda far from the interchange...reached destination...we walk slowly as my frens wants to smoke...excluding me ok...i dun smoke.. :) Ask boifren to follow me to go to Aida wedding..but he decline...so went there alone..travelling all alone in the MRT without him...Boifren went for jamming session with his uncle and cousin..another day gone couldnt meet him...i wonder when will be the day that i could actually spent time really alot with him..still waiting...i dun mind whether its just a short while or something at least i see him...i meet him and i spent time with him...ya allah pls fulfil my prayers...Amin.. So we came in there without anyone we knew....once seated, they ask whether we are aida's fren so ya...they said that aida is changing her outfit...we waited and we eat enjoy our food as usual....so i ate satay and alot more...hehehe...im hungry at that moment...saying about food im kinda hungry actually rite now...wahahaha.... so sat down eating den we snap some pictures here and there...i didnt even bring my camera at all..but lucky my frens did...waited and waited...aida still not coming down..more and more people coming so we stood up and move to a side... like finally at 8.30pm aida came down with her very beautiful dress purple in color...i just so in love with the dress...super nice....so snap some pictures and we make a move from there....we actually waited for her coz we want to watch her sing....and her voice is super amazing....its like not her...let me upload some pictures okay...  classmates in BMC
Husband and wife.. Khairil was asked a nice question...when is their...and the answer is...."huh? i already have 2 kids.." hehehe....
Us without khairil (shura husband)
Me as usual want to syiok sendiri...no lah...was testing onto shura's cute little flower on my head...
CONGRATULATIONS! SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU ZURAIDA BTE MORNI.... zylaa sign off
@Saturday, May 15, 2010 ♥
 Boifren is now already busy with his work and me too busy working to find more money for both of us... though we have some difficulties in saving money as we have short of money everytime..its not to due of over shopping...but some emergencies matters that we need to settle like for example doctor fee, money for taking cab and stuff...Working is not easy especially when we have some responsibilities that we need to control.. our frens might see me and boifren enjoying shopping, pamper ourself by buying expensive stuff.. but we do have a budget to where we can spent until..boifren and me now we hardly meet each other due to our schedule...not actually our schedule...but my schedule...i need to count when is his off day and i will see whether im working or not...if not...boifren working night shift im working morning shift...im working night shift he working morning shift...its like...very hard..mayb im not use to it...so i need to actually bare for like 1 mth plus so i can get use to his and my schedule...like of course i will miss him so much... boifren will be like very restless whenever i meet him...he look so tired and he did sleep alot...all i can is wait for him to txt me when he is working...im still waiting for the good time for me and him spent time together again like normal...at least 1 day i would be really happy to spent time with him like normal...going shopping... walking here and there... i really miss those time...if he were in camp...onli saturday or sunday he can actually meet me...at least he sent me to werk...now...hardly meet, hardly sent me to work or fetch me from school....although he is having his off days, he will be like on standby...so i cant really actually plan alot coz im scared everything will be gone...seriously...i just need 1 day for me and him to spent time together...just 1 day please.. zylaa sign off
@Saturday, May 15, 2010 ♥ Sunday, May 9, 2010
FIGHT FOR THIS LOVE Boifren must me wondering what does this 'fight for this love' means to me.. there are some reasons why with regards to this quote.. boifren and me do go thru alot of struggles in the whole entire journey of our relationship.. Im really glad that we have made this far and we are still going strong in what ever things hard we went thru, we still made it till this far..i did cried alot of times and when solving some problems...now after boifren have already pass out, we now going thru new life and this is a start of our new journey..i need to sacrifice myself werking more as i need to help boifren out with some problems that he is facing right now..i cant bare to make him stress all alone thinking about alot of stuff... though my shift and boifren shift is kinda like different at times..i still need to make myself comfortable with his schedule and mine...maybe this is the start so im not use to it...*please give me time sayang..*im trying to get myself ok with his schedule and also his recall... but of course i will miss him so much... this week myh schedule and his will be so tight...if i finish werk, he will be going to werk..if he finish werk, i will be going to werk...hmm...hopefully things will be very smooth when we get use to it already...boifren must be very tired after his work... bby...hopefully we will go this new journey smoothly...i noe our schedule is not really that same...i have alot to say but it just couldnt came out from my head...haiz... let me sleep now...im working morning tmr at 8am... oh yes...boifren i will be updating my schedule here...so u may check what shift i will be working everyweek... i plan to actually make my blog private...so more private things can be input in here...see how it goes ok...ily syg zylaa sign off
@Sunday, May 09, 2010 ♥ Friday, May 7, 2010
im back from my midnight shift today...its my first time doing midnight shift..so overall i can rate... ITS GREAT...hahaha...so finish werk at 8am just now...straight go home..bathe den slp...really slp like wat...although my phone rang due to boifren msgs...but still i can continue slp after tat...so woke up at 5pm..took a shower den meet boifren at jurong point...so walk around jurong point as i want to find shoes...but none of it i like... i just dunnoe why...i suddenly love CHERYL COLE...hehehe... 
kak nor really like her alot...after i listen to her songs...i fall for it already...the way she dance...fuhh...nice...kak nor collect all her pictures...hehe...werking with kak nor during mid night shift can be crazy...hehe... hmm...boifren will resume work tmr...he recover from his sick at last...onli his throat still painful...soon it will be better boifren...good tat u stop smoking...but...i dun want later u start again ok.. imy sayang...kerje baik2 ok..ily alot...hopefully boifren wont be very busy and den forget about me...will be always waiting for boifren to call and msg me when he is on duty... zylaa sign off
@Friday, May 07, 2010 ♥ Tuesday, May 4, 2010
boifren was sent to the doctor 2 days ago...not a normal private doctor...but he was sent to the hospital..i got a msg from him on sunday afternoon saying that he is at the hospital alone to go see doctor...sadly, he was on drip on that day and im not with him... kinda worried at home if anything happen to him...so he was all alone at NUH till like i want to go to werk...when he finish his 2 packets of drip den his parents came and fetch him... i knew he was so weak on saturday...he claim that he is having fever...so i didnt noe that it will be this bad... how i wish i was with him on that day...all i can do is check on him every hour when im not busy at work... now boifren keep saying that his throat is so painful..i noe he is trying to quit his smoking...whether true or not onli god noes.. i noe it might be just throat swelling or he might be having tonsils..tonsils is where there is some growth on the throat...not really that growth but the opening of the throat is very red and swollen...and the sides is like getting bigger..so all i can advise is boifren to go back to see doctor if its getting worse and drink water too...the medicine is just ice cream actually...i did get this tonsils before...so i onli get some injections..and it cures after a week... Hopefully boifren will recover soon.. *pray hard* haiz.. boifren is sick and i just couldnt get some attention from him...anything i complain, he will be like kinda angry and scold me..maybe he is sick thats y...if onli he noes i need his attention from him... zylaa sign off
@Tuesday, May 04, 2010 ♥ Saturday, May 1, 2010
 its been a week i have been spending time with boifren all the way..its a really great week for me as i got to be with him...and the great thing is im having a very long off day...yesterday, Friday 30 April 2010 den i resume working all the way...I will be starting my night shift soon.. it will be my first night...i wonder can i do my night shift well.. So just now im having my morning shift...plan with boifren yest that we will be going here and there as we plan to check on the things to customised his guitar that he just bought like few days ago...as usual...i over slept...i woke up at 5.30am just now...thanks to boifren for messaging me...if not i will be really really late for werk... boifren txt me early morning to inform that he is having a fever.. pity pity him so much...his fever is really really high...told him to eat medicine and have a rest... so he did msg me again like few hours later saying that his fever is ok now...i was relieve to hear that...but not until 1hr he txt me again saying that his fever is back again...omg...his fever is on and off...haiz...so met him at orchard control station den walk ard town and met his fren izan...while waiting for his fren we sat down at outside Plaza Singapura...boifren was wondering where to find "air badak" find at 7eleven...nothing found...haiz...soo we went carefour and we found it...bought 2 bottles for him and off to bras basah and den to flyer..boifren was really lembek at that moment of time...i bought for him another 2 more bottles of rhino water for him...so when we reach flyer boifren was really2 weak...super pity of him...accompany him to the toilet and den off i sent him home via cab...his body was really hot...super damn hot... reach under his void deck... put all my things properly den ask him to go home and rest...reach home was on the phone with him....haiz... boifren get well soon sayang...i love you.... zylaa sign off
@Saturday, May 01, 2010 |
bride and groom to be this July
Last but not least...the bride and groom for the day.... 