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♥ Monday, August 30, 2010
yesterday morning met hajar at far east plaza after she finish her midnight shift.. meet her about 1030hrs.. so sat awhile chit chatting and den at 1130hrs proceed to the shop and we start project our hair.. as usual hajar finish her hair first.. while mine is much more later coz at about 1pm or later it became more and more ppl coming in... at first it was super duper quiet onli the 2 of us.. den ppl keep coming in... my rebonding was like behind time already... sorry to hajar coz she is super sleepy already... she have a gd power nap in the salon itself..we joke non stop and talk alot of nonsense things.. hahaha... so we go and buy some stuff after our hair is done and we are super satisfied.. im tired at that moment.. so bought my shoe.. hajar bought a shirt for herself.. and off we go home... i think i still have some things that is not done yet.. so... need to get some things done fast.... feeling feeling like colouring my hair.. but.. hmm... i dun think so. boifren will shout at me wasting money.. hehe.. so.. boifren.. i went to do my hair yesterday.. hehehe i love u syg... zylaa sign off
@Monday, August 30, 2010 ♥ Sunday, August 29, 2010
I MISS MY BOIFREN SO MUCH... AND AND... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SAYANG... bby... i want find other baju... can we go geylang soon.. during ur off day.. either tmr or day after... please.... i feel like hugging bby rite now.. imy him so much... muaackkkz... i love my cute boifren... zylaa sign off
@Sunday, August 29, 2010 ♥ Saturday, August 28, 2010
just now went to geylang.. my intension was buying my 2nd baju raye.. as i always have 2 baju raye in 1 year.. but..there isnt any size available for me.. haiz.. i really really want that baju.. although there is size.. but the baju have some black markings which the person doesnt even want to lessen the price.. so i walk all around geylang bazaar u imagine i walk and walk under the hot sun and it lots and lots of ppl.. i perspire like nobody business.. i felt blackout in a sudden and my head is super giddy... sat awhile at the bustop.. and walk up the over head bridge.. sat at the curtain area.. mummy walk around the place while i took a rest over there... im kept thinking where can i get white baju kurung.. all i see its not really nice.. not attracted to me... haiz... informed boifren about it.. but he said to buy something else... i have already otw back home.. i saw some other baju.. but it didnt attracted to me... haiz... nvrm..will drag boifren to geylang if there is a chance... zylaa sign off
@Saturday, August 28, 2010 ♥ Tuesday, August 24, 2010
i want this baju kurung that i saw... i really really really want.... i dun have enuf money to buy this...haiz.. short of a few dollars...  i want the baju that is in white in colour... its this one ^^^^^^^^^i want it so much... pls someone follow me go buy.. just grab and go home.. i want go myself but boifren dun allow... zylaa sign off
@Tuesday, August 24, 2010 ♥ Tuesday, August 17, 2010
nothing to blog this days... its not that there is nothing to blog.. there is but im just plain lazy la... 3 days off day.. 3 days im lying on the couch doing nothing.. i can actually revise my subjects for exam that will be coming soon.. but.. hmm... nvrm... i need to re-do my schedule for hari raya and also my exam which is coming soon nxt mth.. hmm... i onli took 2 subject.. hopefully both i will do well... need to save money more for my exam.. haiz... yay like finally i got to meet boifren just now.. hehehe.. i feel so happy to meet him just now.. though i was nt in a really gd mood just now.. but with him... i feel fine.. hehehe... i really really miss boifren so much.. hehehe... ily bby.. muaackzz.. can i meet boifren again tmr.. pls... i want to meet him again...!!!!!!!!!!!! zylaa sign off
@Tuesday, August 17, 2010 ♥ Sunday, August 15, 2010
i cant believe it.. this little gerl can actually sing this song... how old is she im not sure.. she is from britains got talent.. she have already an album of this song.. and 1 more america got talent also.. this 4yr old gerl.. she is so cute and she sing so well.. she is now disney actress.. must catch her on tv... and2.. this song is for u bby.. i always love u.. and i miss you so much... meet u soon syg... zylaa sign off
@Sunday, August 15, 2010 ♥ Friday, August 13, 2010
came back home early from school today... couldnt take it with my stomach cramps plus i feel super different now.. its like my temperature is going up and im having sore throat...haiz... text boifren when i was in class just now.. i miss him so much... haiz.. there she goes again... NOISE... NOISE... NOISE... wat do you think? i was browsing my facebook and looking at the bags... and dad was just saying.. kakak bought a bag.. den am i going to buy a bag also?? i kept quiet and ignore.. there going mummy... make noise.. noise.. noise... arghh.. if u want it so much... i give u all.. so i werk... and give u everything and i dun anything or buy anything for myself ok???????????? zylaa sign off
@Friday, August 13, 2010 ♥ Thursday, August 12, 2010
i got nothing to do before im going to werk today.. so after i have already finish getting ready to werk.. this is wat i do... . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . ..................................................... ................................................................................... ....................................................... ................................................................................... ........................................................ ..................................................................................... ....................................................... ................................................................................ ...................................................... .............................................................................. ...................................................... ............................................................................... ..................................................... ................................................................................ ....................................................... ............................................................................ .................................................... ............................................................................ .................................................. ........................................................................ ............................................... ..................................................................... ............................................... .................................................................... ................................................ ..................................................................... .................................................................... ............................................................. .................................... ........................... .................. .......... ...... .... ... .. . TAAAAAAAAAADAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! I TOOK PICTURES OF MYSELF!!! HEHEHE       OH YES BEFORE THAT... GUESS WAT!!!!BOIFREN CAUGHT TWO SNAKES TODAY... TAT IS WAT HE TOLD ME.. WOW... I TOT U SCARED TO TOUCH THOSE THINGS.. HEHEHE... BOIFREN SO BRAVE...HEHEHE... ok.. im off to werk now.. update sooonnn.... zylaa sign off
@Thursday, August 12, 2010 ♥ Wednesday, August 11, 2010
 I miss boifren so much... hmm.. before that.. today is the first day of all the muslim fasting.. here comes Ramadhan again... so.. SELAMAT BERPUASE KEPADE SEMUA UMAT UMAT ISLAM DI SINGAPURA! so back to my story.. yeah.. i miss boifren so much.. i really really want to meet him... but... looking at the time and also looking at the day.. its a fasting month and also if we were to meet after buka puase.. den its like.. very late already.. awaits for boifren to reply my msn now and also msg me at my phone.. haiz.. yesterday i werk for 11hrs.. den today.. my supervisor said y i didnt go home after my another supervisor who is on duty said i can go home.. haiz... im lazy to argue.. i told wats the truth and there u all dun believe me.. fine.. haiz... now my head is kinda headache and also i keep on sneezing.. tmr i will be handing my part time pay sheet to my supervisor.. haiz.. tmr i will be working afternoon.. den i werk morning again... wow... my eyes are so tired now.. haiz.. now on i need to cntrol my spending and so.. becoz alot of things need to be settle.. i couldnt think of anything to type.. im just so tired zylaa sign off
@Wednesday, August 11, 2010 ♥ Tuesday, August 10, 2010
msg boifren just now about me.. IN THE BUS..omg.. dun want to elaborate more about it.. ***** AMENDED BLOG POST FOR THE PREVIOUS PREVIOUS POST***** i just realise something is not right in the post actually.. opppss something need to clarify clearly before someone really gets mad... im sorry bby... its not wat u think... i was blur at the first place about the tag that u post.. i bukan nk busuk kn name u about wat u did and stuff.. yes u did hold my hand, u help me carry my bag, u hug me too... i just tat im saying about the past days onli.. its not every time... like i see u like kinda change.. u jgn salah faham.. mayb u tot it was about like everytime dulu kite jln2 same2 den u tk buat gitu.. no.. bkn... brape hari yg lalu jek nk masok seminggu.. tk ke u mcm realise yg i asik2 post mcm sedih2 gitu.. mayb u did or u did not about my blog.. mcm kite jln den i nk dkt2 ngn u.. den u tolak i la den u dun want me like touch u gitu.. i felt lain... its just past few days.. not everytime.. so.. jgn salah fhm ok.. i ttp syg u.. u are my NO 1 ALWAYS.. hehe... tk kn la i nk busuk kn name u kn... so... u salah fhm actually... got the picture now? u always care for me bby.. but i felt strange la.. everytime when i want go home rite... den if its pack with ppl.. i will be like very so stuffy easily den like.. headache headache.. hmm... padahal.. before go home.. i drink water first or i eat something first sey... haiz... once again.. i mintak maaf k.. jgn salah faham ok syg.. syg u alot.. zylaa sign off
@Tuesday, August 10, 2010 ♥ Monday, August 9, 2010
Thanks to boifren becoz he actually sent me back home via taxi yesterday... was plan that we want to take bus.. but i felt very not good at that moment.. so we take taxi home... boifren was very like.. clueless why suddenly i felt like vomitting.. he seem to be like scolding me.. saying that i wanted to go out somemore see wat happen.. but i told him its been since like yesterday i have been like this.. he saw me like wanting to vomit already.. he scold me again.. not as in really scold... but just make his voice a little bit higher...in the taxi.. lie down at his shoulder.. but i felt kinda strange.. so i sat properly... boifren pull me and i rested on his body... so i close my eyes.. like in a suddenly i cried.. i cried its becoz of the pain plus.. i cried becoz i miss him hug me and i miss him so much.. i didnt say to him.. i didnt noe how come he can feel that im crying at the first place.. hmmm... but seriously deep in my heart i really miss him hug me, kiss me on my forehead, pamper me and not forgetting all those sweet reminder msgs... haiz... i love you so much sayang.. zylaa sign off
@Monday, August 09, 2010 ♥ Friday, August 6, 2010
Just reached home from werk to school.. awaits for the bus which took very long.. it was full with ppl.. i took the 3rd bus.. my ezlink card again.. need to be top up... i didnt expect that i will be cramped in the middle with lots of ppl.. it was really stuffy in the bus.. i couldnt breathe any fresh air at all... inform boifren that the bus was stuffy and i felt weak at that moment.. but boifren doesnt seem to be replying my msg.. i hold on till i reached my bustop... haiz.. i felt like vomitting in the bus when i was at bukit panjang.. i hold on to it.. i dun have any sweets at all... my head was giddy and i can blackout at anytime.. wanted to msg boifren.. but.. he wont be replying.. he might be sleeping...haiz...walk slowly from the bustop till my house.. while walking the feeling of vomitting was there... i walk even slower.. walk and walk... reached under void deck.. quickly take the lift and walk to my house.. reached home.. straight away i go to the toilet.. called boifren after that.. but he didnt sleep at all.. he was watching tv.. he sounds angry.. so we hung up the phone... haiz... i wonder.. if i could change my features like a chinese gerl or japanese gerl like wat boifren always like to see.. days by days.. everytime i went out with him...there must be something that always hurts me alot.. yeah.. i noe.. boifren like chinese gerls.. but... haiz... i wonder if i could change my face, the way i make up like them.. haiz.. i felt jealous at times whenever i see his frens with their gerlfrens or other couples we very happy with each other... it doesnt mean that im not happy with boifren.. wat i mean is the way the couple to each other.. so like... i dunnoe how to say... the boifren will hug the gerlfren while walking.. holding each others hand.. carry their bags... i noe boifren wont carry my bag of course.. when it comes to me and boifren... boifren will either push my hand away or he will ignore about it.. he will tend to do something.. take something out from his pocket or walk with his hand in the pocket... i want boifren to be like.. so pampered to me.. he hug me.. he holds my hand.. hmm... i miss boifren so much... i wish i could meet him tmr.. if he doesnt meet me tmr.. it would be a long long day for me to wait to meet him.. syg i miss u alot.. i miss being so pampered with him... haiz.. zylaa sign off
@Friday, August 06, 2010 ♥ Tuesday, August 3, 2010
i miss his laughter i miss his jokes and sillyness i miss his hugs and kisses i miss he gave me sweet msgs i miss him playing gitar while we were otp i miss talking to him till wee hrs i miss looking at him playing his bass or electric gitar i miss looking at him ransack my computer i miss he sent me back home late at nite i miss him playing with my hair i miss him driving me ard i miss him telling me stories i miss holding his hand i miss being pampered i miss ABDUL MUHAIMIN SO MUCH i felt so happy to meet u just now though its just for a while.. but i enjoy so much... although he hurt my finger.. but im really happy.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SYG... zylaa sign off
@Tuesday, August 03, 2010 ♥ Monday, August 2, 2010
i will always love you boifren.. i always do... zylaa sign off
@Monday, August 02, 2010 ♥
 Last night i got a very shocking news from boifren.. i didnt noe that he was the one who is actually in that situation...coz usually he will say that he is bz and den he will tell me about wat he is attending to... i seriously didnt noe that u were the one who kene the accident yesterday...i was really really worried at werk after u tell me it was u.. i seriously didnt expect anything...i waited for u till u finished werk.. i wanted to meet u but u were tired.. but lucky u dun have any injuries at all.. but does ur leg and head hurt bby?is the impact really hard? haiz.. i was super worried.. reached home, i wait and wait for u.. i was awake every min to check whether u already finish werk or not... i couldnt sleep till u said u were at home.. i felt relieve.. im totally worried just now.. bby u have gd rest at home k.. u said ur leg is painful... please put some medications on it.. i hope u are fine dear.. i wanted to ask u follow me go eat awhile.. but u were tired.. yes.. i understand that..u have a really really gd rest at home syg... u said i dun kecian kn u.. i was so worried about u.. i seriously thought u were attending that accident... im sorry.. i was really really worried about u.. its been like days i did not get those lovely2 msg from boifren.. usually during nite time before i sleep i will get the nite2 kiss from him.. if not during our sms conversation he will say those words and i get be very pampered by him... but now.. he seem to be very harsh on me.. but at times he were like joking with me.. i just miss being pampered with him.. and then where we walk tgt or wat.. he will actually hug me by my waist and playing with my hair.. it seems now... when we walk.. we dun hold hand anymore.. when i want to touch him or something he would actually like push my hand away at times.. but boifren said im the one who is rude to him... no im not... u always make me want to cry and worried.. coz u will say about this and that.. haiz... i just miss u pampering me... boifren is a very precious and special for me.. i really really love him so much.. no matter how he scold me, he say vulgar words to me and pinch me.. i still love him alot.. boifren was the one who change me alot.. he brighten up my life to let me see the good and the bad things.. whenever he start talking about 1 topic it come with a conclusion which can make me learn something.. boifren is also someone who i look like he is someone who is very fierce in the face.. but down in his heart... he did someone who like to be pampered too.. although he is kind of like a very harsh person.. but... i really really miss he pamper me and even having those kind of msgs that he always gave me everynite when i want go to sleep and during any of our conversation.. how i wish i could actually hug and kiss him here with me right now.. i felt so sad suddenly thinking about those times he pamper me and stuff.. *wiping tears* how i wish one day boifren will pamper me again and checked on me at times.. :( i really really love you so much Abdul Muhaimin.Muaackzzz. zylaa sign off
@Monday, August 02, 2010 ♥ Sunday, August 1, 2010
yesterday boifren were like so angry with me till he said about 'breaking up'...haiz...he said if i make him irritate again.. den.. he will... haiz... i off my laptop and straight went to bed.. i cried and cried till i cant breathe... i cover my body with my blanket and cry and cry again till i fell asleep after that.. i dreamt lots and lots of things.. haiz... my phone rang after that... saw that boifren called me.. he said he is hungry... met him at his place and we eat prata... he said my face like wat... like of course la.. i cried the whole entire night syg... i feel so sad.. i dun dare to open my mouth to talk about yesterday with him... in the bus i was praying really hard that nothing happen today when i meet him.. i felt so scared and worried... but lucky nothing happens today... haiz... we went to tea tarik at jurong near his werk place and eat... the nescafe that he wants was super very pahit skali... hmm... but today we will be werking night shift together.. how i wish we will be werk the same shift everytime.. its feel so great... i dun need to think about when can meet him this and that... boifren.. ily so much.. im sorry if i irritate u yesterday.. u make me worried.. tats y i txt u alot and asking u the same question over and over again...bby.. deep in my heart i really really love u so much... off to sleep now.. zylaa sign off
@Sunday, August 01, 2010 |
