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Tuesday, October 26, 2010

just came back from dinner at lot 1.. meet boifren in the bus just now.. hmm... eat at food culture.. i was super hungry but guess wat.. he was the one finish the food first..

went down to the smoking area.. as usual boifren want to smoke.. over there he told me bits and pieces of wat he wants to do in future.. boifren have a very big big plans for the future... wat it is i couldnt reveal here.. as its still under planning how to start with.. when.. and all... but... in my mind i do have questions asked... but when i ask boifren... he just simply kept quiet.. hmm... will the plans we have made earlier will come to the picture of wat he said to me just now... im wondering will it be or not?? boifren have a very big big thing that he wants to be come true..but i just worried if for example boifren focused on that he forget about the things we earlier have plan... hmm... insyallah.. his wish will come true and also.. the things that we have plan earlier came true too... Amin...

2 days have past as i have been in the orientation over at my work place.. as i can rate about this orientation.. its very boring.. boring because all the things that they are going through is something that i have already know... about rooms.. restaurant... tomorrow will be the last day of orientation... after that it will be a normal procedure for me to werk again... hmm...

I LOVE YOU BOIFREN... I WILL SUPPORT U NO MATTER WAT...





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@Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010

this days boifren have been busy with all his activities at werk.. couldnt get to meet him for like a few days past.. i meet him onli on the day that he have a chalet. . but i have to rush back to werk as i came in late on that day.. hmm... i miss boifren so much.. he is performing over at jurong today.. how i wish i could be there watching him performing.. but i cant... tmr boifren will be going to esplanade watch Amy Search... like of course... i wont following.. he will be going with his werk mate.. hmm... haiz... i wonder.. when can i meet him... im still waiting for the day for me to get the chance to meet him... he have lots and lots of events going on.. at times he went back home late or have to stay up late at werk for last minit things.. pity him... hmmm... but i miss him too.. at times i tried to call or txt him.. but hmm.. he couldnt pick up my call or reply my messages.. i need to wait for the nxt available time or day for me to have a day to spent with him.. it depends too tmr he can meet me or not... haiz...
went to the doctor to take my lab result.. hmm... alhamdulillah.. everything is fine.. hmm.. talk to boifren about it... but halfway he ask me to sleep.. coz im might be sound super sleepy... hmmm..... i miss boifren so much...







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@Friday, October 22, 2010
Tuesday, October 12, 2010

i have alot of things need to update over here.. first of all it will be about myself followed by myself, followed by myself, myself, myself,myself and myself....

to be exact it will be about myself..

haiz.. yesterday i went to my doctor appointment over at polyclinic.. i have to take blood test.. other other test i guess on my nxt appointment maybe.. my hand is swollen not exactly swollen but its blueblack due to the blood test.. they took so many blood.. its 3 big tubes for all the things that they need to do.. boifren didnt get to accompany me as he is working morning shift.. so i have to go alone.. i have hard time taking out my money and pay all the things over at the counter.. my hand couldnt bend becoz its so painful... so after finish paying and stuff.. i walk slowly over to the bustop.. i felt my stomach is super empty as i dun eat and i cant eat coz i need to fast if i want to have my blood test done.. reach at the bustop.. i sat down for a while coz its really a hot day and i felt blackout due to too much of blood giving out... so reached home safely and kakak change the dressing of my hand as there is blood coming out.. so went to have our so called late breakfast at sinaran as i will be going to werk after dat.. went to werk as normal but i couldnt do much things.. it was super busy yesterday.. its like mad house.. i dun really eat during break time as the food was not tat nice.. i just eat wat i can eat... txt boifren but he didnt reply.. he must be super busy yesterday... he finish werk also he slept after finish washing up... hmm... i starting to miss boifren already...

on saturday boifren went out with his frens.. but i dun really disturb him i guess.. i did text him la.. but he scold me once... i dunnoe why.. my mind was everywhere.. i cant really concentrate on my werk.. i kept looking at the clock.. looking and looking... haiz... going home time.. i txt boifren about wat i actually going thru... i felt so stress.. i felt like im having depression too... my mind was like something kept me thinking about it. and i often get stupid nightmares.. i dun really tell boifren about wat the nightmare is.. when everytime i want to tell.. boifren will be busy with his work or he is tired after work.. so i cant really communicate with him about wat happen in the day.. i onli can leave him a msg at his phone.. but dunnoe whether he really reads it or not.. coz he's work is tough... i onli meet him during is off days that will be either the first day or second day only... but everytime second day off i will be meeting him either before or after i finish work.. hiaz... after telling boifren about wat im going thru..i felt relieve.. but still i cant really talk to him everything on the same day.. i really really want to spent time with him like last time.. where we sit down talk everything, take pictures... its like clearing our mind and also i can share things with each other... hmmm

2 more months will be my birthday.. counting down on dat.. hopefully my wish will come true..
now im awaiting for my blood test result.. i felt worried wat will the result be.. told boifren to accompany me to the doctor.. but... he dun promise me.. in case he have to come back to work again.. praying really hard that nothing happen about me from the inside.. haiz.. felt really really worried about wat will the results be... if boifren cant follow den...... haiz...................... im going alone again den....... gd news or bad news... haiz... hopefully it will be a gd news......... felt super worried.....praying really really hard...





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@Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Friday, October 1, 2010

so here is our schedule for this 3 mths.. the yellow is my off day.. and the blue one is boifren off day.. boifren pls look whether is there anything that is wrong


OCTOBER 2010



NOVEMBER 2010

DECEMBER 2010

I noe its kinda small... boifren i will show u the original copy over at my house soon...and the amazing is.. boifren is off during my birthday...weeee... but... i need to take my PH... but.... yg mane satu ehk... haiz.... boifren pls be reminded that u will be having a date with me tmr 02/10/10.. heeee...





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@Friday, October 01, 2010