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Monday, October 5, 2009

why do i always got the blame? why do i always need to get the scoldings?

its not fair if i always get everything..i need to do everything regardless im tired or not..i noe i earn very little...i noe im bad last time...but cant u see that im actually trying to change and im having hard time need to get all my stuff done...if im late back from werk, u nag u said u want to meet my manager or my boss..when i went out, u said im more to my frens den my family itself...family gatherings, i tried my best to come and even manage my time with everything...im schooling yet u ask me alot of time can i manage to study again or not...haiz...cant u just trust me when im doing something? im not a small kid anymore...and i dun need those nagging abt cleaning the house and stuff...i noe what to do...i didnt do all those stuff coz im so tired...why issit always me who cant do this and that...i cant go out going to the place that i want to go...why must you always say i cant go out if i have already plan it earlier...its like...every single thing i have plan u will spoil it...and there another person will backing u up and scolded me all over again...do u noe how irritating it is? i noe last time when u were young u got controlled more badly den what u did towards me..

this whole entire week i have been going home late..everyday reach home at night...i feel super tired and when i lie down at my bed i will doze of that easily...some things have happen at werk but i cant be bothered to hear or even get anymore info abt it...boifren has been always ask me why i finish werk late...why i reach home late...its not that i want to go home late...but i have lots and lots of things to do at werk...the invoices is getting from bad to worse...but today its not that alot...but still i finish at 6.45 ard there...reach home...dad ask to follow him go lot 1 with mum...so head back to cck...i really drag myself there...bought some food to eat..haiz...this is really a tiring week for me...i cant stand with the tiredness...saturday i will be working again...omg....can i just not come to werk? im really tired...i cant stand it anymore...haiz...

sori i didnt update alot this week...due to my tiredness...i cant update alot...my eyes cant stand anymore...nite everyone...





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@Monday, October 05, 2009