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♥ Saturday, December 26, 2009 oh yes not forgetting yesterday me and boifren went to watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS A SUPER GREAT SHOW....HEEE...I LIKE IT SO MUCH.... sanggup bgn pagi2 stakat nk tgk wayang takot full nye pasal...heee... :) zylaa sign off @Saturday, December 26, 2009 ♥ its like today i finish werk really early...and this will be my last saturday at werk..nxt week no more werking on saturday...starting monday, i will be counting down till thursday as thursday will be my last day of werk in TFS LOGISTIC..for now i have yet to get any job onli that i will be going for an interview on monday..hopefully it will be a success one...i dun care whether its far or not...at least i have a job, a stable one...i cant live with empty pockets.. boifren will be booking in this coming monday..im gonna miss him so much...:) but he will be going booking out on the thursday...heee...so fast isnt it...heee..yay!!! so...today, after werk i went to kallang accompany boifren to go jamming with his frens that is azri, kai and zizi.. so at first, boifren meet me at boon lay..sori if im late...den proceed to jurong point a while..den meet kai and zizi over at bugis...it was raining at that moment of time...zizi wanted to buy overall so we wait a while coz its raining heavily...head to bugis junction coz boifren is really thirsty...bought some food and drinks at old chang kee...so we look at the weather its fine for us to walk over at haji lane...so walk and walk as fast as we could..reach at the destination, zizi quickly grab den we walk to the bustop near ica...reach there took bus for onli 2 stops den walk to fyewerks studios...boifren nvr been there before...it was his first time...reach there, open shoe den head to the jamming room...once u step in, it feels like a home...super nice...the jamming room is freaking nice i tell u...super huge...i mean...big!!!! finish jam went to eat at the coffee shop nearby eat...the prata is super big....heee..eat until full..let quarter of it..azri give it finish...hehe...took 985 back home with boifren...the rest proceed to lau pa sat or city hall not sure...boifren wants to go home...so we went back home.. pictures below...more pictures over at zizi blog... more pictures at my facebook.... zylaa sign off @Saturday, December 26, 2009 ♥ Thursday, December 24, 2009 i really really really miss my boifren alot... can i like meet him today? can i? can i? i dunnoe why but i miss him so much... couldnt sleep yesterday night...keep on waking up every hour, keep checking my phone whether boifren did reply my msg or not..every hour i woke up..but there's nothing on my phone..no miss calls no msg.. till 5 pluz in the morning there goes one msg from boifren.. i felt kinda relieve and i get to my sleep soundly.. i seriously dunnoe why i feel so so so sad and i miss him so much...i really really want to be with him now...i want to meet him...i cried and fell asleep aft reading and replying boifren msg.. 2 hours later, woke up and get ready to werk.. i felt ok at first...but after a while, i feel super different...its like something is not right...called boifren but he said he is sleeping...so he put down the phone and i continue doing my werk...1 hr later the feeling became stronger and stronger...called boifren again.. he sounds ok...talk to me a while den hung up...but the feeling is still there...why...haiz...issit becoz i miss him so much.. i want to be with him? haiz... boifren plz call or msg me ok... i dunnoe why...but i need to really badly...can i meet u...can i? i noe we will be meeting tmr to watch movie...but...i dunnoe why i need you so badly right now...haiz.. maybe after werk i try call him again... hopefully i can meet him today *pray hard* I MISS YOU SO MUCH BOIFREN!!!!!!!! zylaa sign off @Thursday, December 24, 2009 ♥ Thursday, December 17, 2009 wat a birthday for me this year..! 1)boifren is in camp 2)kakak is on-call today so never come home. 3)i have to werk 5)mum and dad werking too 6)NO CELEBRATIONS.. wat a day for me...i guess everything have to push forward..like wat boifren said to me this saturday i can enjoy puas2 with him of course..as for family i guess it will be on sunday..maybe..i dunnoe...maybe over at my aunty house...just a small one i think...but still not sure..aiya..just wait and see how things goes.. oh ya i forget...THANKS TO THOSE WHO WISHES ME.. boifren wishes me the day before as he cant stay awake till 12am as he is super sleepy yesterday...nvrm its ok..haiz... kinda feeling sad too.. couldnt be with boifren and even complete family on my birthday..at werk also i feel kinda bored..and there are still alot of things i have to do...im counting down till 31st dec..1 week plus to go...tekan OT byk2.. feeling-feeling like i want go jurong point today..i want find something for myself..haiz...how i wish boifren would be with me right now had my off day today too..saturday come fast...hopefully got to meet boifren tmr ones he book out..missing him super badly... Labels: feeling like crying... zylaa sign off @Thursday, December 17, 2009 ♥ Monday, December 14, 2009 its been long since i updated this blog...heee...i guess its just a week i didnt updated... so last week nothing happens except i put my resignation letter..i dunnoe whether i have already updated on this but once again...i have put my resignation letter...i havent got a new job yet but still im finding for one...dunnoe where but hopefully i got it soon with a good pay,benefits and bonus..i cant stand werking in this current company of mine...its like super crazy...so my last day of werk will be this end of the month.. so last thursday, went to go rebond my hair with nana and boifren's sister...so bring them two go do our hair...went to far east plaza...our appointment is at 1.30 so i went out early fetch them two...nothing much...after finish doing our hair at about 5 pluz...sent back boifren's sister and im off to lot 1 to meet my aunty...after walking around off back home... lets see wat else...weekends... friday, meet boifren after work...bought some stuff den off to my house...boifren take his bass from my house den he went home..chat a while on msn..den off to slp...saturday, went to werk den meet boifren..rush to dhoby ghaut coz i need to settle some stuff at school den rush down to harbourfront to meet boifren ite school mates...some were late...so slack at vivo city..we are not going zoukout but we are going keppel bay...i didnt bring my camera..wasted! saw some frens of mine over at vivo...so slack there a while den me and boifren went to vivo again to buy his things...back to keppel bay den off home...sunday as usual boifren come my house while waiting for time he needs to book in...and here i am again at home...waiting for weekend to come.... zylaa sign off @Monday, December 14, 2009 ♥ Sunday, December 6, 2009 "Cry as I may these tears won’t wash you away" yesterday, went to werk as usual but i dun even have any mood to eat or even anything...my fren do joke ard with me but all i did is to smile onli...feel so sad...feel like crying but i hold on to it...looking at the time its still early for me to contact him..wait for the best time to call but its still early...thinking wat to do...thinking wat will happen next..my heart pumping really fast whenever my phone rings or even when i touches my phone..my mind is not at werk but my mind is somewhere else...thinking every single thing that i can do to make him trust me..its not easy to make him trust me though the whole entire night i was saying the truth...i have been crying all night thinking and also feel so sad as my own boifren doesnt trust even though im saying the truth...few hours have gone, i txt him as usual like we always did...but no reply..i called him but no response..keep texting him, keep calling him still the same...continue to do my werk and den call him again...he pick up like finally...so we talk...at first i was in the ofc when i was talking to him...i cant hold on anymore so i cried throughout the whole entire conversation...went out frm my ofc and talk to him...after talking, i did feel so sad though he didnt even reply any of my msgs...he txt me saying... 5 mins not at boon lay he walk away...so txt him all the way and we meet at joo koon...it was raining heavily and i just went out like tat though there is thunder...i was wet...i dunnoe where we are heading to... in the train he didnt even talk to me at all as usual i noe his habits...he will listen to his heavy rock songs if he is angry....i kept quiet...follow wherever he went...i dunnoe who we will be meeting....so reached our destination, that is city hall... i saw kai and zizi...i feel kinda reliever a little bit coz he is meeting someone that we noe...boifren didnt even bother to talk to me...i followed where they will be heading to...zizi was craving for indian food so went to the shop...i just drink water...dun feel like eating...boifren eat but half way he ask me to eat...eat just a little bit and off to penin...i was shocked that when we are outside one of this shop, boifren suddenly hug me.. i still kept quiet...im scared to say anything... went into one of the shop...boifren was looking at the cars the wants...walk ard and finally boifren plan to buy some stuff at penin..bought some stuff and we off to suntec.. zizi and wants to watch spongebob over there so while walking to the place, boifren pull me into one of the shops...bought some stuff over there den of to watch spongebob...boifren survey some shades den off to royal sporting house..saw one of the puma shoe that i was aiming for it..it really nice..sadly...its expensive...nvrm nxt time can buy...haiz...clearance sales also its expensive...aiyo.... boifren and me got back to our normal moods again...laugh, joke ard...so off to marina sq as boifren wants to find his car...i mean toy car....he wants it for so long already...pity him..couldnt found it anywhere...so off to macdonalds to have some food and slack ard...off home via train...boifren sent me to lot 1 den off home.... before i forget...we were slacking at esplanade aft we walk ard penin....one part boifren switch on the mp4 and he played this song over the loudspeaker... yes i did cried...i dunnoe why i can cry listen to tat song... at that moment of time, my mind was everywhere...headache but i just kept quiet...oh ya the song goes like this.... It's early morning, Not quite awake The urge is calling And can't wait I need you now, oh... your body moves We feel like one You open your eyes And I feel so strong I want now,more than ever. You laugh when I cry I beginning to see the reason why Don't go thinking I'll never leave Cause you won't be laughin You won't believe Chorus When I'm gone baby, gone who's gonna hold you from dark until dawn And who will there be that can love you like me When I'm gone? Your clothes are hanging on the floor My room is full of the night before And the promise you made To love me forever Oh! You can't use me then just up and leave You got it wrong you better believe If I walk out that door it's forever There's no turnin' back Chorus When I'm gone baby, gone Who's gonna hold you from dark until dawn And who will there be that can love you like me When I'm gone? When I'm gone baby,gone Who will you turn to When you need someone Who will be there to love you, do What I doWhen I'm gone... this song really broke me in tears...boifren console me and i feel kinda ok...my headache getting stronger and stronger...i close my eyes and rest a while..drink some water and i felt abit better...haiz...alhamdullilah. we are ok now.. zylaa sign off @Sunday, December 06, 2009 ♥ Friday, December 4, 2009 i seriously dunnoe why this week is a very stupid week for me...let me see since hari raya haji i guess...yes i got a very stupid week since the eve of hari raya haji till today... on the sunday where me and boifren go to the gig, boifren were kinda mad at me before we meet up...as that sat he didnt even talk to me till evening...at night lucky got to talk to him...so mon as usual...tues was ok too...but he nags at me becoz i finish werk late...but so far that tues i went home at 8 pluz 9 so got to talk to him on the phone... on the wed i was like a crazy person...i will till late at night reach hm at 1am..i went off frm werk at 5 min to 12am...msg boifren, the nxt day got scolded from him...thurs was the same...boifren scolded me...as well as kakak...got lecture when the moment i step into the house till 12am...super stress...cried the whole entire lecture and even b4 i went off frm werk... today...haiz...again...was happy2 with boifren den suddenly someone text me...boifren saw and he was really angry...haiz...how i wish i have evidence for me to show him that im saying the truth...i didnt even contact that person at all....never even once...he was the one who contact me...not me...i nvr even bother to contact that person either...haiz.... adakah ini cabaran ataupn dugaan untuk diri ku? kenape kalau aku ckp yg betol semua org tk percaye? im saying the truth...i didnt even make up any stories...making up stories will even make things getting worse...but im saying the truth i didnt even lie at every words tat i say... knape org tk percaye aku..??? i noe its my fault giving him my num but i didnt even bother to lyn them at all...mmg dulu i ever become really bad...prangai buruk...tapi...tu semua da lepas...tu semua da jadi sejarah...im changing to a better person...i even change my behaviour...tapi kenape bile part aku ckp jujur tkde org nk percaye... kenape? mmg masalah ni, susah nk dpt kn bukti...but my heart really sincere never even once ever have the feeling to bastard boifren at all...never even once...i didnt even think about that...im really happy and even fortunate to get boifren to be with me...he always make me smile when im feeling sad and even he will even help me out with my problems...even out problems we talk things out together...i noe he nags becoz he care..he doesnt want anything happen to me at all...he is worried if i reach home late frm werk..but why he didnt even trust on my explaination...my heart is really sincere explain everything abt tat...seriously i dun have any intention at all... boifren plz trust me...i dun do such tings...i noe u are mad at me coz i pass my num to him..seriously.. i tkde intention ape2 pn...i tk pernah contact die pn..trust me..plz...dun leave me...dun do stupid things plz... zylaa sign off @Friday, December 04, 2009