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♥ Monday, November 30, 2009
Saturday, 28 November 2009 early morning wakes up as usual to go to werk. first went to bukit batok to have my breakfast as on friday i didnt eat so called the whole entire day just have some taste of nenek's beef steak...just a very small amount of it and thats it...i didnt eat anymore...so i have bbq pau for my breakfast onli..coz i dun feel like eating..still kinda feeling sad due to something happen..which is just an misunderstanding issue...so reached work i do my werk that was left on thursday...while doing and doing, at 11 pluz my hp rang..it was boifren..he said met him at toh guan after werk..so talk a while on the phone and i went back inside to do my werk...msn with boifren den quickly do my werk...at 2.10pm im off frm werk left those werk to my fren to finish it off.. last minute change plan, meet boifren at jurong east mrt platform as we will be going to far east first to meet zizi scarlet and kai over there...so trained there walk ard far east den off to ock to buy some food as boifren is hungry..eat a while outside fareast den took bus over near zizi's place den change bus to tampines cc...as there is ROCK METAL MANIA gig down there...reached there at 4.45...it seems like we are the early ones...while slacking...zizi and kai as usual cam-whoring while me and boifren talking and disturbing each other...so me and boifren took some pictures...as usual he make funny faces if he took pictures with me...so few minutes later...we went up in the cc to check out whether its already started or not..but it havent...wait and wait...finally boifren bought the tickets and there we go inside...the first band is kinda boring..boifren have already left the auditorium left me and zizi as kai also went outside few minits later...so me and zizi plan to go down search for them...walk 1 big round of the cc...but they were missing...so search them again...found them at basketball court slacking...i was like..." bukan nk blang nk lepak lame".. haiyo...so slack awhile den off to the auditorium again to watch rockvival perform and so on...during trabo perform we went down as boifren want to smoke...zizi and kai too went down as they dun like to see the guitarist....so went to have our meal at macdonalds off up again to watch the final band that is osairis...it was awesome...lastly they end with joe rockers and also my favourite song...boifren told me its my song and yes it is....HEAVEN AND HELL!! YAY! its really nice...hehe...all the bands was up the stage and ppl are head banging...boifren went infront during osairis perform onli...but it seem like he is the onli one who didnt really headbang coz got no hair...hehe...opppsssss...*jgn marah* everything finish at ard 10 pluz and off home...reached home nearly 12am...reached home msn a while with boifren and off to slp... *pictures is all at zizi's blog..hehe* Sunday, 29 November 2009 didnt go anywhere except to ten mile junction to have my breakfast there with family...so aft eating..kakak plan to watch movie at lot 1..my mum said we watch 2012..but when kakak check the timing...it will be at 4 pluz...but looking at the time..we have to wait for like few hours more...so plan cancle coz boifren will be coming over to my house later at 5pm..as that is his daily routine every sunday he will be coming over to my house before he book in...so boifren reached at my house nearly 7 as he went to expo with his family before he went to my house...meet boifren at sheng siong as he needs to buy his rations..so sorry that im abit late at that moment of time...reached home, boifren rest a while when i go take food for us to eat...check out that boifren havent eat since morning..pity him...aft he eats he slack a while den got ready for book in...while he was getting ready he can even stop a while to watch cartoon...he wear onli 1 side of his socks but not the other one...omg...hehe...so sent him off to bustop and off he go to HTA... *have to wait till friday den meet him again.. imy my boifren already..* zylaa sign off
@Monday, November 30, 2009 ♥ Saturday, November 28, 2009
this is where i got to express my feelings..to let it out everything...haiz...cant sleep yesterday night...keep waking up at night...i just dunnoe why...my mind keep thinking abt something but i dunnoe wat...haiz... got a very rare dream yesterday night... i dreamt abt me schooling at overseas for years and onli me alone over at that place..so got a gd roomate and also she teaches me lots of new gd things...i dreamt that everyday i nvr miss my prayers at all..i brought along all my religious stuff with me...i cant recall wat happen nxt...frm wat i noe i went to school and started changing to be a better person.. wat does this means? i think its time for me to really change... although i have already change my attitude of not going home late and all...still some things i havent done yet...its not to fulfill boifren wishes...but its onli me..its me who needs to think and also getting ready for something that i have left for like so long already.. things have been like so messy now..i think abt alot of things...this and that..i hate when things become messy and me getting sad over somethings...i feel like im too sensitive this few days...haiz... hopefully i got to meet boifren later after werk... *pray hard* zylaa sign off
@Saturday, November 28, 2009 ♥ Friday, November 27, 2009
i dunnoe how am i going to find money for my school...as i need to pay for my exam school fee early december..i dun want to burden my parents or even boifren...boifren have help me alot by paying this and that...i dun want to burden him anymore...i need to have my own ways to get myself...i dun care if i need to werk extra to earn more money...as i have the feeling that this mth my pay i will get much later...haiz...should i find another job to get money for my sch? haiz...i kept thinking abt this...nxt week will be early december already...haiz...how how how? Labels: still waiting for boifren.. zylaa sign off
@Friday, November 27, 2009 ♥
 firstly i would like to wish all muslims SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!! didnt go anyway today...just slacking at my auntie house where all my cuzzins will be coming...and here i am blogging at her house as i brought my laptop along.. best thing is...today hari raya..and we didnt even wear baju kurung at all...we wear normal home clothes..so i was here since 11 pluz i guess..was sleeping so soundly at home den daddy went into our room wake us up...den me and sister ignore him and went back to sleep...few minutes later...we wake up slack den go bathe...as usual i will on my laptop and check my facebook....didnt use it much and i off my laptop get ready to go to my auntie house...few minutes later aft reach auntie house...i go inside my cousins room and taadaaa....i was asleep... i dunnoe whats wrong with boifren today...i text him, i called him he didnt pick up or even reply my msgs...are u testing me or are u mad at me? i just dunnoe wat i did yesterday that he didnt even bother to talk to me today...i wonder did i hurt him yesterday or not...all i noe...yesterday we met and we didnt even fight, we didnt quarrel... to u boifren: i noe you are super happy yesterday coz you finally passed his IPPT test...congrats to u sayang...im really happy for u..i noe u are also happy for adek also rite coz she passed her PSLE results..im really happy for both of you...so yesterday would be both of your days..im sorry didnt have any money to treat both of u...aft i get my pay..i treat both of you ok...i noe yest u saw me pulling a long face...i dun look so that happy...haiz...pls forgive me if i hurt u yesterday...yes at first i felt sad coz u said u dun want to meet me as i have already waited for u at werk till u book out...so when u called me again saying that u are meeting me im happy...im really2 happy...im abit tired yesterday...so sori if im making attitude towards u...i didnt mean to make you like that...and yes thank you for the tiramisu cake...i love it alot...its nice...i guess you raspberry cake is still inside the refrigerator rite...u keep it yesterday...heee...bby...there must be a reason y u are like this...u didnt talk to me or even reply all my msg...is there anything bothering u?pls talk to me...we always talk things out right...mcm mane u marah kat i ke ape ke u ttp bebual ngn i...u never be like this..u are a cheerful person..yesterday u keep quiet kat msn pn, i suspect bende...u lain gitu...slalu nye u byk bbl ngn i...kite gurau2...we even talk till late at night...im really really sori if i hurt u or something...pls talk to me...bby pls...why wats wrong with u? if you are tired also u even tell me..haiz..talk to me pls..im begging u...pls...i love u alot dear...syg u alot2...msg me ok...i wait for u...  zylaa sign off
@Friday, November 27, 2009 ♥ Wednesday, November 25, 2009
 KAMI SEMUA TERTIPU!!!! oh no!! haiz...some ppl here in my company got cheated by my manager...even my dad got cheated...my manager said that he has already bank in the remaining salary...but when my dad went to sheng siong yesterday with my mum, checked his ATM..taadaaaa....nothing....KERING BEB!!! no salary at all... even one of my colleague at werk check her salary thru i-banking...still dun have...haiz...if like this..dun ever dream that we will get our salary nxt week....wth!! HOW THE HELL AM I GOING TO PAY MY EXAM PAPERS?????????? i have yet to save some of my money for it....i need to pay for my exam papers on early december that is next week....omg...its like this company is getting from bad to worse...even my CPF they didnt even pay for like 2 mths already...including this mth??? 3 mths already....HDB have already called my dad talking abt my dad CPF is not enuf to pay for our house...my dad have to pay cash for it...wat if our pay is not in, CPF is not in, where are we suppose to live? at the roadside issit?? i really really need to finish up my school quickly and den find a gd job for myself...right now our company will be moving to somewhere but dunnoe where...wat this company eats our money to pay for the rental for the new office issit?? kalau ye la kn.. inform la kite...tk payah nk ckp kau da bank in but nothing is in our account..eventhough i got my full pay the other day but still i have less hope of getting my pay nxt week on the 30th...haiz...ape la nk jadi ngn ni company...da gaji tkde...work load makin bertambah pulak tu...kalau kite OT byk mcm la dorg leh bayar gitu...  right now this office of mine have yet to clean the aircon that is right on top of my head...and im suffering flu and even getting to get sick...got nose block and even im coughing and coughing like nobody business in the office...sori ppl if i get u ppl irritated...no my fault...so dun blame me.. boifren do nag at me regarding my salary at times...so boifren u have to understand abt this situation...i have no choice but have to wait till i got my salary...like shit u noe...haiz...i really need to find a way to get money to pay for my exam fee...haiz... zylaa sign off
@Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ♥ Monday, November 23, 2009
 Friday, 20 nov 2009 finish werk at abt 6.10pm..and on that day also im schooling...went out frm werk txt boifren asking him whether he book out already or not..so walk to the bustop...reached bustop boifren called me ask me where am i...so i told him i have slight headache den i told him tat i want to meet him...reached boon lay at 6.30pm..i didnt go to school coz im late already..if i were to reached dhoby ghaut i will be reaching there nearly 7.30pm..so meet boifren over at his place..so reached there, den off to cck...grab some dinner at macdonalds den off somewhere to eat..meet jai under his void deck, slack a while den off home...boifren sent me to lrt den he went back home via bus... Saturday, 21 nov 2009 early morning wake boifren up coz he said he wants to go for a jog..build up some stamina for his up coming ippt...so after wake him up, i went to bathe and den get ready for werk..so went out frm my house at 7.30am den meet kak liza over at phoenix lrt...few minutes later, boifren called me he said that he doesnt want to go jogging, he wants to go jogging in ther afternoon instead..so he meet me at jurong point to have our breakfast at macdonalds...so me and kak liza went to our separate ways when we reached boon lay...so me and boifren head to macdonald to eat...both me and boifren got hotcakes for ourselves.. so went out frm jurong point at abt 9.30am..boifren went back home and me head to werk..im seriously late for werk of course...reached werk at abt 9.45.. was suppose that i can finish werk at 2pm but the my fren totally forget abt the invoices inside the drawer... so i quickly do and den ask my fren to print it out.. so finish werk at 3pm...there i go again meet boifren...boifren was super fickle minded at first saying he dun want to go anywhere on that day...but he make up his mind to go somewhere on that day...meet him at boon lay and off we go to dhoby ghaut..walk ard there till we reached bugis...went to bras basah to survey some bass amplifier and also electric guitars..boifren very itchy hand want to buy one of the ibanez guitar cost $700...i pull him to other shops pluz stopping him from buying the guitar...so after survey and survey..boifren bought adapter for his bass gadget...watever it is called...so head to funan coz i want to buy mouse for my laptop... so bought my mouse and off we head to my house...slack and slack...my parents were not at home at that moment except for my sister...so slack awhile den boifren off back home...msn awhile with him den off to slp... Sunday, 22 nov 2009 woke up at 9 plus nearly 10am...so text boifren..at that moment he was awake too...he ask me to get ready and meet him at chinese garden...so went out den meet boifren at chinese garden...so head to x studio and waited for the others...boifren jam down there till 2.15pm so we head to one of the coffeeshop den head our meal den boifren sent me to clarke quay as i need to wait for him there...so i bring his bass guitar while he bring his bag...sat near the g max thingy watching ppl ride the tongkang i dunnoe wat does it called...so waited from 4 pluz...till 6 pluz he reached clarke quay...so while waiting alot of ppl with different kind of attitude..while waiting ppl do look at me...i heck them...so ppl do sit near my place but i ignore dem...some ppl do ask me to take picture for them..i took for them of course...so while waiting came 4 or 5 china man...they were sitting at the stools/chairs that is near to the one im sitting..so i tot they were just want to slack ard and took some pictures ard that area coz they are foreigners wat...one of the china man ask me something in chinese...i told him i dun understand wat he was talking abt...so i ignore him...he ask me something again but i said i dun understand wat he said...his fren came and ask me in english...he said that his fren wanted to take picture with me...but i refuse...i ignore them...so the man who wanted to take picture with me suddenly sit and share the same chair with me...his butt was against my back...i shifted forward and make a move frm there...i text boifren but he didnt reply...i text him alot but still no respond...i went to cheers and bought a drink for myself...den head to somewhere that i can meet boifren...like finally boifren called me ask where am i...i said i was at cheers den i told him abt wat happen...boifren was totally pissed off when i told him abt that...boifren wanted to confront them but i told him not to...so follow boifren for a while den head down to somewhere i can wait for him...wait and wait...den off we go to central with his camp mates den went to lao pa sat to have our meal there with the others...8 tables in total all his squadmates...like finally i saw his squad mate frens... off from there at 9 plus..reached home at 10pm...boifren nvr book in on that day...heee...1 more extra day to spent time with him...yippie... 23 nov 2009 never went to work today..kinda lazy today...and also i got to spent time with him today too...so early morning meet him had our breakfast at macdonalds again..den slack at lot1...head to cck slack at the void deck den both of us head home...den at abt 5 plus i went out again...meet boifren b4 he book in...so walk ard jurong point den off he book in...i sent him via cab so i will be home in no time...hehehe...feel kinda sad when looking at him walk out from the cab...reached home text him and there he is now snoring in camp rite now...the part which i was really blur and boifren laugh alot is when mummy asked me where did i go just now...coz i told them that boifren book in morning but he's not actually...so mummy tot i went out with my ex...padahal2...aku kluar ngn matair aku sendiri...mummy kept asking and asking...she said i always went out with boifren not others wat...den i said i went out with my fren...haiyo...mak aku ni...tkt sgt aku ni kluar ngn die lagi...i wont be going out or even meeting him anymore ok...trust me...boifren was laughing at that moment...den boifren was like...alah i can onli go home late with him onli no one else..hehehe...ape la saje...i nvr even went out take bike also...aiyoo....wats wrong with my parents...takot sgt la...haha...klakar la... thats it for today...im off to slp now...bye! zylaa sign off
@Monday, November 23, 2009 ♥ Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Hello…kenapa kau tak jawab telefon dah berlepuh jari menekan nombor sama lepas berkali kali ku cuba Ku sangka kau betul…betul jatuh cinta bodoh sungguh untuk terus percaya habis madu sepah dibuang sahaja Ref:Cinta ku bukannya jenis pakai buang biar lah lebih dari sehari apakah kau sangka ku cinta segera sakitnya hati dipermain Cinta ku bukannya jenis pakai buang tidak mungkin hanya sementara apakah kau sangka ku cinta segera bayangkan la apa ku rasa Kenapa bah kau berubah…kenapa bah (2x) Baru saja kenal kau muncul semula mengatakan kau sudah berubah pujuk rayu sampaikan runtuh ke lutut hampir hampir ku mengalah untuk memberi kita peluang kedua tapi kini ku lebih arif untuk percaya janji lelaki..yeaahyeaahh Ref:Kenapa bah kau berubah…kenapa bah.. (4x) Jangan..jangan…jangan permainkan zylaa sign off
@Wednesday, November 18, 2009 ♥
having bad bad tummy ache rite now...haiz...its like im bored to death at werk right now so i decide to blog...teeheee.... this week will be super tiring for me as i will be schooling for like 3 days in a week...arghh....tat will be on tues, wed and fri...my lecturer has to go for out station...so there we need to have our makeup class...i was late for yesterday class...reached school at 7 pluz...and i was wet...due to the rain....not all were in class at that moment...so sat down.. lecturer was talking abt this maths table...i dunnoe wat is he talking about...when he goes round the class, he ask me are you ok with everything and i said " i dun even understand anything wat u explain just now" and he gave me one stupid look..hahaha...i smiled la as usual...wakakakaka...so syura help me explaining all those things wat my lecturer have gone thru with them...so explain and explain, finally i understood wat he said...its time for us to do out assignment..and there...my frens are busy talking and me busy doing my werk...taadaaa...its done...but still need to check coz there might be calculation error or wat so ever...so i will be going to school again later on aft werk...super damn lazy...arghh... so yesterday talk to boifren as usual during my break time and also aft school...haiz...dunnoe wats up with me...but having PMS yesterday...got so pissed off...so i dun have any mood if ppl disturb me...my mood easily swings...boifren some more always ask abt my classmate...haiz...whenever i went to school he will always ask abt her...nvrm...wat ever shit...this week i will get to spent time with boifren for 3 days...yay....sunday he wont be booking in...yahoo....heee...he will be in on the monday night...so thinking should i take off or urgent leave...im lazy to knock tat 'bilik merah'...will see how...but sure i will really2 wat to be with boifren for tat 3 days...if he can fetch me on friday...tat would be really awesome...hee...i want to watch movie with boifren...but...haiz...boifren doesnt want to watch the show tat i want..."boifren plz...i want watch movie!!!" i still have some list of things to do...waiting for the time that i can do my hair...haiz...and also wanting to change to new handphone...haiyo....susah2....save money!!!! zylaa sign off
@Wednesday, November 18, 2009 ♥ Monday, November 16, 2009
its been two weeks i didnt update this dead blog of mine...its due to my lazyness and also its been like a hectic week for me..this is the onli time i can update... so let me start from the start of november i guess?? hmm...cant really recall wat i did or even where i go...its like daily weekdays i will be at werk and also school...talking abt school...i have already started with my new module at school...so new module, new lecturer...the new lecturer its a guy of course...the main thing abt my lecturer is tat...the way he's wearing is super damn antique? i dunnoe how to describe him in words...he wore any top...pluz...skinny jeans...colourful ones...if he is still young, i can say he is following the trend but this one...he can be like my dad age? he is wearing like tat..hee...the other day he is wearng his jeans and lots and lots of flowers? heee....funny teacher...but the way he teach is really gd...easy to understand...ok off topic regarding my school... nxt its abt werk..lets see...things at werk is becoming like hell...salary is paid really damn late...i just got my another half of my pay the other day...so now from wat i noe and rumours are coming around saying that we are moving to....i dunnoe where...have yet to noe where is the place that we will be moving to...first we heard that we will be moving to joo koon,nxt we will be moving to toh guan, next we will be at woodlands den pioneer walk...so on and so on...currently now we are waiting for the management to tell us where exactly we are moving to...so now at werk my dept have already 1 extra person to help us in my dept...i feel so easy now coz its kinda easy for me to take off or even mc...coz if not its will be a very hard week for me at home...i will feel uneasy as ppl ask me how many days i will be on mc or wat so ever..hmmm.... so last week the hell week for boifren is over...as his schedule at camp is kinda hectic too...its really hectic for him...pity him alot...so he has to endure with his the whole entire week..so every nite i got to talk to him kinda like 30mins onli...it depends wat time he call me at nite...if he calls me aft his water parade i will be talking to him till lights off..from wat i heard he has the same hectic week this week...the whole entire week will be PT all the way...omg...kecian die... last saturday, i have mc for a day..coz due to my mouth have some sore or wat so ever it is...it keeeps bleeding yesterday and even today i wonder how am i going to do my werk with onli one hand...im holding tissue on the other hand...its so painful and it bleeds when i put the medicine on it...argghhhh...its really awful when i was out the other saturday...ppl looking at me..all i did it to cover it with my hair...cant eat properly also.. so on the saturday i went to far east plaza to find something...but all those shops that i want to go in boifren didnt even let me in...so walk around and town, laugh here and there...till orchard plaza, we started quarreling and i hold on to my tears that is going to fall at anytime...reach dhoby ghaut, boifren wants to sent me home...but i didnt want...went down to teh exchange he was finding for 7 eleven...but i said there is no 7 eleven here the 7 eleven is at the opp of this place...all i did was to follow him where he goes...out from dhoby ghaut exchange we walk towards cathay i was wondering where is he heading to...in front of cathay he said ask me how's my mouth have i put the medicine all i did is shook my head...so we walk and walk... he stop infront of mad jack and he ask me again...u want to eat madjack rite..as the day before i told him i want to eat madjack rather den eating swensens...i cant really eat that well coz my mouth totally hurts...while waiting for the food to come...i took a look at my hand...and my hand was nearly like turning blueblack...due to something.. so food come eat and eat and eat...den head to syed alwi rd to meet his frens den off to bugis...went to illuma thought want to play arcade but the things over there is kinda bored...so buy ice cream...boifren likes the way the person do our ice cream its like freaking awesome...hee...so sat somewhere slack with kai and also zyzii while eating our ice cream...1 cup of ice cream can really share 4 person...its like a lot la...head outside illuma slack a while den talk abt some stuff...really hot hot topic...hee...den head to bugis street...got some things that i want...hehehehe...thank you boifren for allowing me shop somethings...but haiz...didnt get to go threading...nvrm i will try to pester boifren this weekend to follow me...heeee... so thats abt it...the whole two weeks of me not updating my blog...wahaahahah... miss my boifren really much.... :) zylaa sign off
@Monday, November 16, 2009 |
