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♥ Thursday, January 28, 2010
 today is the onli day im off...so got to rest at home...woke up at 12 plus just now as boifren called me already and ask me to wake up...but the moment i wake up, he say he wants to sleep..oh great...im so freaking bored and i dunnoe wat to do...wait till boifren call me again later at night..need to do some house chores later...want to change my linen and stuff...haiz...werking in this new job is like so different..me and boifren hardly went out together...and my shift sometimes back to back...but hopefully boifren and me will get use to it...i feel like we hardly meet each other and spending time together...hopefully i will get a chance to spend time with him one day... this job will just give me some savings...and even work more to earn more...its kinda tiring working and schooling... its like the timing is so different. coz i will be up frm like early freaking morning and at night i need to absorb someting at night...half of the time can absorb and half of it i can be like a zombie in class...so all i do is eat the whole entire lesson.. but...i miss boifren alot.. zylaa sign off
@Thursday, January 28, 2010 ♥ Sunday, January 24, 2010
 i freaking shock to see my nxt week schedule...its like shit....only 1 day off...and my weekends i will be werking in the afternoon...i cant even spent time with boifren...its like saturday morning i can onli meet him like few hours and tats it...i will be werking till 11pm...as for sunday...i cant meet him..boifren dun allow me too...im so so so so sad...i just dunnoe why but i kept crying while typing this post...haiz...its like if i nvr get to meet him this week...i need to wait till nxt week..if nxt week i wek afternoon...i need to wait for the following week...like...bile mau game siak mcm gini...haiz...i really really really feel freaking down rite now...arghh..i need my boifren...i really really need him... zylaa sign off
@Sunday, January 24, 2010 ♥ Thursday, January 21, 2010
 *feel so sick and my stomach is super painful right now* im so praying hard tat i could meet boifren on saturday...i really really want to meet him...this weekend i will be werking and the chance of meeting him is so slim...i noe i did a mistake yesterday..i realise my mistake and i dare not to do it again..haiz.. i promise u, i wont be like last time anymore...i wont keep any secret from u...i wont go back home late like i use too last time..i told u i want to change.. i noe i nvr as ur permission first before i did my mistake yest..im so so so sorry...plz forgive me...i wont repeat my mistake again...i will prove it to u...i will behave and i wont change like last time again...i miss u..i love u alot sayang...plz forgive my mistakes.. Labels: praying hard zylaa sign off
@Thursday, January 21, 2010 ♥ Sunday, January 17, 2010
After 4 days of werking...finally got to meet boifren over the weekends as im off for 3 days...so first thing first we plan to go out for something interesting as we somehow or rather nvr meet for two weeks..i will be werking afternoon shift on saturday and sunday...haiz...cant be with him on sunday as he needs to book in on tat day... :( so after much of planning on friday, we decided to go hort park actually...but in the end when we reached there, we went for exploring...lucky me and boifren nvr wear like those hot clothings...both of us wear short pants...hehe..so frm hort park...we walk till mount faber...its really far...we even ended up at marina deck too...so walk and walk...we found ourself near to harbourfront already...so went vivo and eat...after tat we off to keppel bay..walk and walk...talk and talk...slack awhile at keppel bay den off to hort park back..slack there till 9pm and off home... took some pictures along the way..but sadly..my camera batt flat so couldnt take tat much of pics...haiz...        
so zizi and kai when are we going exploring together...zizi persuade kai and ask him dun be lazy exploring this kind of places...hehehe... zylaa sign off
@Sunday, January 17, 2010 ♥ Friday, January 15, 2010
after of 4 days of werking...today, i have my day off till sunday...yay!! nxt week i will be werking for 5 days...weekends i will be working too...cant meet boifren...haiz...it will be like 2 weeks of not meeting him...if i need to werk nxt weekend how...haiz...need to discuss abt this with boifren..my off days will be on the day that boifren is at camp..my gosh....will be going to school later at 6pm... waiting for boifren to book out today...if he can fetch me from sch is much more better...but cnfirm he's tired...nvrm...i want slp again...stupid person dunnoe who hammering someting...when i woke up, the noise gone...haiz...im off to sleep now... zylaa sign off
@Friday, January 15, 2010 ♥ Monday, January 11, 2010
First day of werk is great..but onli that im still not familiar with which lift to go at the laundry, spices and wat so ever...so many lift and selok belok i need to noe...nvrm..few weeks later i will be ok with everything...hahaha...so werk frm 9am to 5 pm just now...tmr will be the same thing too...except on thursday i will be finishing werk at 11pm...haiz...kak lily will be off on that day...so everything was fine as some of the ppl there i know..so no need to introduce much...onli i need to noe abt wat will i be doing everyday...as we have many post and we will be in charge of it...so far the things there i will be catching up easily... but i miss boifren just now...hehehe...ily boifren... zylaa sign off
@Monday, January 11, 2010 ♥ Saturday, January 9, 2010
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i finally got a new job...wooooohooooo... onli 1 week sitting at home...like finally....i got a new job...thanks to kak lily!!! mon will be starting new job...yay!!!! ok now want go get ready to meet my boifren want find new werk stuff...shoes, stockings, make ups, hair clips..haiz..need to tie my hair during werk...rosak la rambot aku!!nvrm...ape ape pn... i got a new job!!!! yay!!! zylaa sign off
@Saturday, January 09, 2010 ♥ Thursday, January 7, 2010
 as for today, went to Hyatt hotel for my interview.. but for part time onli..i applied for guest service centre (customer service). i was recommended by kak lily as she is werking there...so meet her at marriot bustop...as usual she is late..so went in to hyatt...fill in the form and den went down to the service centre for my interview..still not sure whether i will get this job or not...haiz...some problem occur aft i interview this job...my werk place wants me to come in back..but not really sure when..haiz...which is mean...i need to choose which one should i go for...hyatt or back to my werkplace...but if i come in to my werkplace i wont be in the same dept...i will be in another dept...haiz...nvrm which one come first i will take...as for hyatt i will be werking shift..for my werkplace as usual office hours...haiz...some problems occur yesterday at home..i cried through out the nite..mummy console me but still the same..i cant stop crying...i dun feel fair towards me and sister..its like she was at fault and im the one who will get the scoldings..she was the one who plan, and im the one who got the scolding..its like kakak think as if my pay is like hers..i dun have enuf money to pay for my sch fee..yet she wants me to pay like more den half of it...like wth...she was the one who plan everything and even said that she will help me pay my sch fee once i resign...now she said i need to pay half of it...she nvr think abt me at all...she nvr think whether i have enuf money for the whole entire month or not..i feel so damn angry and even sad...mummy and daddy got into fight just abt this...haiz...seriously i cried the whole entire night...haiz...how i wish boifren will be with me yesterday...i really need him...the stress really makes me a very big headache...cant hold it anymore...all i need to wait till boifren to call me every night...haiz... boifren come home fast...i couldnt take it anymore...im really really stress abt all this...why always me at fault...i didnt plan all this...why must i get the scolding but yet the person who is at fault is not me...y cant they think abt me just for once..as for kakak she always wants it to be her way...and always make the problem said it was my fault...come home fast...i really need u so badly...i really really need ur hug rite now...haiz... big big headache strucks me rite now...want get some rest...haiz... zylaa sign off
@Thursday, January 07, 2010 ♥ Wednesday, January 6, 2010
 its really freaking bored sitting at home doing nothing..of course im finding job every single day..went for interviews..but i felt really different...as boifren is not beside me accompany me...i feel so stress out at home alone, finding job, going down buying newspaper everyday, sending resumes, calling different kind of places..but yet no reply...all i have to wait is for this one whole mth...and i dunnoe wat would be happen to me...haiz...being jobless like this..i can be insane in no time..how i wish boifren be here with me..my mind is over the place..thinking abt sch, abt money, abt jobs..haiz...i felt relieve when boifren calls me at night..like at least i can share somethings with him...though we had some solutions to settle my problems, i still feel worried...its like..everything boifren settles for me, but i dun help myself..its like unfair for him...he needs to spent his things too even helping out his family...haiz...how i wish i could have a really stable job like him..last time yes im werking, though my place doesnt have any increment, i still can shop and even spending time with boifren happily like nobody business...we shop, we watch movie..arghhhhh...this is freaking hard...if money falls from the sky or just sit at home but still money is flowing into my bank acct, i wont be stress like this...i regret not studying hard last time, i tot life would be much easier..i dun think abt the future, i dun think abt saving money at all..i took life as if i can spent everything wat i want within a month..haiz..although boifren ask me to wait, like wat i did to him last time,but still im worried.. my parents work to get money for the bills at home, i dun think my sister would be giving me money as she also need to save money for her engagement this year i guess..i cant have so much of leisure time this month or even this year...i need to pay for my sch, my bills, my laptop..i cant depend on boifren that much, he still have things to do and even he needs to save his money too...haiz...life isnt easy like wat i tot..hopefully, i will get a job fast...i really cant wait anymore..haiz.. zylaa sign off
@Wednesday, January 06, 2010 ♥ Monday, January 4, 2010
 this is the first day starting of the month that i dun have a job...bored...i dunnoe wat to do...called so many places, sent lots and lots of resume..i even went some places for interview...but all says the same thing...they will call me...hmm...its hard finding a new job...i tried many places but none of it have replied...tmr i need to call the agent that my fren recomend me...hopefully ade rezeki kat situ...insyallah...pray hard tat i can get a new job soon...aminzylaa sign off
@Monday, January 04, 2010 ♥ Sunday, January 3, 2010
 happy new year to everybody..i noe this is a very super late post but nvrm its still starting of the year 2010..celebrating 2010 is kinda different compared with 2009..last year lots of memories happen during countdown...where me and boifren we not officially together yet...but now we are.. :) so during countdown, boifren and me went out from my house kinda late coz there is 'kenduri' at my house not regarding countdown but its for my dad group of cycling frens as they always met with accidents recently...so have some prayers here at my house for everybody..before everything start, i quickly took a shower and get myself ready..after the prayers ended and ppl have finish eating, me and boifren quickly eat and out we go...took train frm my house off to raffles place to meet his frens...it was really damn crowded...i really hate crowded places...but boifren ask me to 'tahan' a while...so boifren hug me frm behind, i hold my bag tightly and we walk through the crowded bridge that is full with banglas and all other foreigners and singaporeans..i feel like im in some other countries where the place is full with banglas when i reached there...its like everywhere, left right front and back...omg..haha..so reached there met some of his frens and we slack with them...boifren talk to his frens while me slacking with some gerls down there...i dun really talk alot as i dunnoe them that much...at about 2330 siraj ask boifren whether we want to tag along to see fireworks at a very nice view..so boifren agreed and we head to somewhere near fullerton hotel.. sit there talk talk...and there ppl counting down and taadaaaa fireworks blast off..it was really a very nice view we can see it clearly..pretty pretty fireworks...there are heart shape, and lots and lots of shapes and sizes,colours,patterns...heee...nice2...like it alot...so after fireworks, head back to the place that we slack just now, den few minutes later, boifren ask me whether i want to go home..i dun agree at first looking at the really crowd ppl...but lastly..i walk and squeeze into those ppl...i tell u..its like...hell!!!! boifren really hold me tight and dun let me go...first i need to cross over the bridge, i squeeze here and there, got out from there...the really fucking hell part is at raffles place MRT station.. im nearly gave up and i couldnt stand it anymore..ppl keep pushing me and i nearly fall...those bangla is super KURANG AJAR...lucky have boifren he push the bangla away from me and let me tap my card..one of the makcik super kecian...the bangla like fucking kurang ajar ask the makcik go away coz she cannot tap her card to enter...haiz...even ppl pushing me aside...but boifren hold me tight and push me to walk through those crowded ppl...arghhh... took the mrt frm raffles to marina den bounce back...reach city hall, haiyo....ppl pushing everybody to fit in...lucky i got at the side, boifren nearly squeeze me like a sandwich...but gd he push those bangla away...den one bangla got stuck in the middle of the door...padan muke kau...fikir ni india ke...crazy2... reach cck, we slack awhile somewhere den head to my house...boifren sleep my house that day...not really sleep over but he just slack a while, coz waiting for the first bus...hehe...sleep at 7am and woke up at 4pm...great or wat..hehehe... so thats about it regarding new year..oh ya few days before countdown, that is on the 27 dec i guess...i finally met boifren's parents...like finally...aft nearly a year going out with boifren...on that day den i met his parents at kfc..den go jln2 at imm..hehe... hmm...lets see wat else i have not updated...oh yes... on that 31st itself...its my last day of werk...so new year...no job...omg!!! nvrm...tmr i will be starting to find job...not slowly...but quickly...hehehe...  zylaa sign off
@Sunday, January 03, 2010 |
more photos over at my facebook...lazy to update here.. boifren and me is like jakon nvr see this kinda places before..its like our first time exploring together..but unfortunately we wearing sandals so cant go that far...boifren even share his story abt his trip to gunung ledang during secondary sch days...though he told me like more than 2 times, but still i listen to his interesting stories..hehe...great experience going exploring together...we really enjoy ourself together...