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Thursday, September 30, 2010

after 9mths of serving as a part-timer in grand hyatt singapore.. tmr is officially a day of something different for me as i will be a full-timer in hyatt.. no more anyhow taking off, anytime i want to come it to werk, having a very big pay in my bank account haiz.. it will be a full commitment in working... here again i will start to werk and werk and werk for 5 days and 2 days off... below will be both mine and boifren schedule... bby pls take note ok... haiz.. wat a sad2 schedule.. tmr will be sending all those form that i have sign just now.. freaking alot forms.. haiz... will be updating our schedule soon..coz need to update my off days schedule.. boifren schedule is done.. but mine.. haiz.. i dunnoe.. frm wat i count.. aft his off days den it will be my off days...haiz... being in a full commitment in working is not easy.. where both boifren and me will be busy werking.. time for together need to be flexible too... but hopefully we will be fine with this kind of schedule.. bby ily so much.. we need to discuss about this ok... and dun forget about our deal this coming saturday... boifren so bad he sell me his itouch instead of giving me.. hmmph... he will be buying a new itouch 4... i miss boifren alot.. need to have quality time with boifren soon.. really really soon..





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@Thursday, September 30, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010


just came back from doctor.. have a really really bad headache last nite till today.. but unfortunately.. while checking, doctor check me thoroughly.. and i have to came back in two weeks time to have my check up.. haiz.. about wat.. i dun tink i can explain here.. i feel really worried now.. at the same time.. i need boifren with me.. onli with him i can explain everything.. wat happen just now.. i feel so weak rite now.. how should i solve this problem.. i cant undergo by myself.. bby.. please forgive me.. i really need u to help me.. i really need to find a way for boifren to forgive me.. and talk to me.. praying hard for boifren to be with me as normal..
i miss you so much syg.. i love u alot too.. muuacckkzz...





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@Monday, September 27, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010

i tink this must be my 3rd post for the day...

i just couldnt think what should i do for bby to forgive me.. i tried calling him.. i tried msging him.. there are still no response.. wat should i do..?????

i feel so sad.. i feel so regret.. :''(

bby i btol2 mintak maaf.. i didnt mean to make u angry.. i didnt mean to scold u..

wat am i suppose to do..??

i nvr feel like this before.. its been 2 days bby nvr call, txt me..

bby da tk syg i lagi ke?

im really really sorry.. pls forgive me...

i dunnoe wat to do.. my head is so painful..





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@Sunday, September 26, 2010

this is something i created for you.. i really really hope you will forgive me..






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@Sunday, September 26, 2010

its been a day that bby did not talk and msg me.. haiz... i felt really sad..

bby must be really angry with me.. i need bby with me.. i need his hugs and kisses..

I REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS HIM ALOT...

bby im sorry.. i really really sorry...

bby.. pls call or txt me..





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@Sunday, September 26, 2010
Saturday, September 25, 2010

hmm... bby went to watch F1 last night..im kinda like make noise with him... just worried that he cant wake up in the morning to go to werk.. i noe to watch F1 is only once if u got the chance.. hmm... i noe boifren was angry that i kept saying that he cant go.. hmm.. but ya.. he went too.. i was waiting for him to reached home.. boifren must be so tired now.. hopefully he will get a very good sleep and enuf rest as his schedule will be kinda hectic this week.. hmm..

sorry sayang i was like super noisy with u.. im just worried about u.. hmmm.. i noe u are the one who will feel tired not me.. i syg u.. bkn nye i tk syg...haiz...

reached home from werk just now, mama was so noisy with me.. firstly about the job that dad's work place offer me 1.5k.. which i dun give a damn at all.. i dun trust about it... and also she kept pestering me to go to the doctor and have a check up as i kept losing weight.. hmmm... she wants me to go and eat those gain weight pills and stuff... i already ever ask boifren before about this.. but he dun allow me.. boifren must be very busy now.. i txt him but he did not reply.. hmmm.. just wait for later at night den... i felt so stress like whenever i reach home.. everything was burst out to me.. cant u at least give me rest a while and aft i wake up from sleep and have a shower den talk about it.. haiz... issit because im stress that i lose weight alot??

sorry syg if i make u angry... i love u so much ok...





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@Saturday, September 25, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010

had a very very fun and enjoying day for 4 days with boifren... friday out with boifren and frens for hari raya outing.. saturday out with boifren and my family for hari raya... sunday out with boifren and his family and to an open house of my fren ... and monday chill with boifren at my house and other places.. really great weekend with boifren... out till late midnite with him.. very fun spending with boifren this few days.. rounding around singapore lucky we nvr end up to airport again... hehe.. but pity boifren alot.. he was super tired driving the whole entire day...from teck whye to bedok... tampines.. pasir ris and back to teck whye again... we really spent our time tgt alot although some parts he was not there talking to me or entertain me.. i love u so much syg.. i really really had fun with u alot.. we gone thru alot of things tgt within this 4 days..

here is our hari raya pictures...

i like our hari raya pictures this year.. super nice.. but boifren.. stop it ehk muke.. hahaha...

hmm... i just dunnoe why after all that incident... slow by slow i forget about it but everytime i saw boifren online in facebook or even normal msn i start to think negatively.. or he reply really late during our conversation in msn.. i will surely ask him is he chatting with someone else.. and kept asking wat is he doing.. haiz.. is the trust frm me to him still there or not.. haiz.. other things i can trust him.. but about this.. haiz..

tomorrow me and boifren will be starting to get back on track.. going to werk.. there goes me nvr get to meet boifren aft a few days... hmmm... will miss him so much.. really really much..

but for sure.. i will always love you so much syg..





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@Monday, September 20, 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010

fikiran dan hati ku tetap tidak tenang.. setelah aku lelap kn mate, berdoa agar aku dpt lupe kan semua yg telah terjadi pada pagi smlm.. mungkin hati ku terguris dengan kata-kata nya smlm.. apakah harus ku lakukan? adakah ini satu cabaran untuk ku.. setelah aku berkata-kata dengan nya.. alangkah terkejut nya diriku ini kau tidak terfikir diriku ini sedang berasa sedih dan terluka.. aku menangis semalam terus-terusan.. adakah apa dia mengatakan btul ataupn tidak.. aku tetap menyayangi nya seperti biasa.. tiada niat sekali pun untuk ku tinggal kn dirimu... tidak sekali pn untuk ku terfikir... dirimu amat ku sayangi dengan sepenuh jiwaku... haiz...

bby.. knape harus ni terjadi?? u tau betape sedih nye diri i ni.. i percaye kn u.. dun make me lose trust on u.. i tk pernah terfikir nk tinggal kn u.. tk skali pn... i sayang u.. ape diri i ni tk cukup sempurna untuk u ke? i tk pernah nk luka kn hati u lagi.. tk pernah i terfikir pape pn. i cant sleep last nite.. pls.. stop talking to her.. pls.. everytime i ckp psl ni.. u ckp i tk leh terima.. haiz.. u tk fikir prasaan i ke? i have perasaan too.. kalau i buat bende yg sama.. u ternampak.. u will get mad too.. i still remember u were freaking mad when anak angkat mak i msg me.. u nvr talk to me at all.. u were very very mad.. if i can stop everything.. why not u.. if i bole tgl kn and stop contacting ex i.. why not u.. pls muhaimin.. i dun want any third party in our relationship.. look.. i love u ok.. pls.. dun hurt me again.. pls.. i dun want talk about it anymore ok.. pls bby.. i trust u.. i love u.. and please.. dun hurt me again.. stop talking to her and stop contacting with her...bear in mind... i wont ever ever tinggal kn u.. i tetap sayang u...dun u realise i slalu bising2 ngn u psl die.. kite gado pn psl die... u hurt me pn.. psl die.. haiz..

bby.. please k.. stop.. please...





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@Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Monday, September 13, 2010


this post is specially for my beloved boifren..

bby.. i bole rase u marah sebab i masok facebook u.. but i kn da msg u dulu sblom i masok facebook.. i masok facebook stakat nk main game frontierville... lepas tu da i tutup.. i masok facebook i... i tk menceroboh ape2 bende dlm facebook u.. i buat ape intention i.. and thats all.. i baru bukak and the chat thingy pop up from your facebook.. i close the chat window and i proceed to the game.. after adding myself and sent some gift.. i logout and log on to my facebook.. kalau u tk percaye.. u masok la u nye facebook.. u masok frontierville.. da level 2 pn i main tu game.. tapi skejap jek.. i txt u.. just to remind u onli.. i tk marah.. i tk ape2 pn.. i cume tegur u aje.. once i ever ask u before can i log on to ur facebook and play that game.. u said yes i may but tell u before i log on.. i did wat i suppose to do and i proceed.. i bkn nye pandai2 menceroboh tgk ape u buat kat facebook u.. wat for.. i trust u... and like i said.. jangan sampai satu hari i npk u ctc ngn die.. tu jek.. if u nvr do it like wat u said earlier... u wont be this angry marah2 i psl i masok facebook u... it seems like u are worried.. hmm.. u marah2 i psl u nk i mengamok ngn u ke? hmm.. syg... niat i stakat main game tu jek.. u dun get it wrong.. look.. i still love u ok.. walaupn i tk marah.. i ttp sedih.. antare u ckp dgn jujur ataupn tidak.. i tk nk gado ngn u.. i tk nk bising2 ngn u.. all i want is u to think.. if u tipu i.. u ctc ngn die.. u better stop ok.. tu baru facebook syg.. i caught u once.. dun let me caught u again k.. allah tu adil..

u dun have to say sori if u really did k.. i just want u to stop.. tats all.. im not angry.. and i dun want to talk about it anymore.. k.. i syg u.. and i miss u so much syg.. meet u soon my dear.. i fhm.. semua org buat salah.. dun be angry2 ok.. i tk marah.. y should u be angry.. i cume tegur jek..


i love u boifren very much...





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@Monday, September 13, 2010

i will be insane in no time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






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@Monday, September 13, 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010

i woke up from sleep and i suddenly miss boifren so much... hug those teddy bears that boifren give me.. tears rolling down my eyes... looking at his pictures makes me miss him more.. txt him and wish him good morning... haiz...last night txt him a while before i sleep but he was at his cuzzins place so dare not to txt him tat much... onli talk to him a while before i go out from home... hmm... every nite and everyday i always get a gd nite wish and a kiss from him...but 4 days has past there isnt anything anymore.. i dunnoe why... i always wake up so early in the morning...and i cnt go back to sleep once im up from sleep...hmm... i really really miss boifren really really much... im awaiting for the day to meet him and we will jln raye together... cant wait to take pictures together too... we will be wearing white again... like last year... but this year we will be jln2 not taking bus or mrt... but via car... yay... boifren will be driving like of course... haha...

hmmm... oh yes... just a reminder for boifren if you read this...

ayah said... about nxt weekend... masih blom cnfirm... nnt kite update lagi... hmmm...

since ni masih la hari raye kn... saye amik kesempatan ini untuk mintak maaf la ye.. i nk mintak maaf kalau i ade tersalah silap atau terkasar bahase dgn u.. halal kn makan dan minum i.. selamat hari raye.. maaf zahir dan batin...

I MISS U SYG VERY VERY MUCH...





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@Sunday, September 12, 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010

SELAMAT HARI RAYE TO ALL!!!

Its been while i didnt update my blog... i just dunnoe wat to update i guess... now currently im having my 5mins rest.. after running around the house cleaning my room, the living room... funny thing is kakak and me were running around the house and den mummy scold us saying.. "korg lari2 tk igt ke dulu adek kau ni jatoh" I kept quiet... den we start laughing and running again... boifren just finish his werk.. pity him... tmr he has to werk... pity him so much... hmm... nvrm tmr onli... 2nd raye and 3rd raye u will be at home.. onli the feeling of 1st raye to werk is like such a waste.. hmm... my house is halfway done... hmmm.. watching SINAR LEBARAN now.. funny2.. hehehe

Selamat hari raye semua.....





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@Thursday, September 09, 2010