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♥ Sunday, December 6, 2009
 "Cry as I may these tears won’t wash you away" yesterday, went to werk as usual but i dun even have any mood to eat or even anything...my fren do joke ard with me but all i did is to smile onli...feel so sad...feel like crying but i hold on to it...looking at the time its still early for me to contact him..wait for the best time to call but its still early...thinking wat to do...thinking wat will happen next..my heart pumping really fast whenever my phone rings or even when i touches my phone..my mind is not at werk but my mind is somewhere else...thinking every single thing that i can do to make him trust me..its not easy to make him trust me though the whole entire night i was saying the truth...i have been crying all night thinking and also feel so sad as my own boifren doesnt trust even though im saying the truth...few hours have gone, i txt him as usual like we always did...but no reply..i called him but no response..keep texting him, keep calling him still the same...continue to do my werk and den call him again...he pick up like finally...so we talk...at first i was in the ofc when i was talking to him...i cant hold on anymore so i cried throughout the whole entire conversation...went out frm my ofc and talk to him...after talking, i did feel so sad though he didnt even reply any of my msgs...he txt me saying... 5 mins not at boon lay he walk away...so txt him all the way and we meet at joo koon...it was raining heavily and i just went out like tat though there is thunder...i was wet...i dunnoe where we are heading to... in the train he didnt even talk to me at all as usual i noe his habits...he will listen to his heavy rock songs if he is angry....i kept quiet...follow wherever he went...i dunnoe who we will be meeting....so reached our destination, that is city hall... i saw kai and zizi...i feel kinda reliever a little bit coz he is meeting someone that we noe...boifren didnt even bother to talk to me...i followed where they will be heading to...zizi was craving for indian food so went to the shop...i just drink water...dun feel like eating...boifren eat but half way he ask me to eat...eat just a little bit and off to penin...i was shocked that when we are outside one of this shop, boifren suddenly hug me.. i still kept quiet...im scared to say anything... went into one of the shop...boifren was looking at the cars the wants...walk ard and finally boifren plan to buy some stuff at penin..bought some stuff and we off to suntec.. zizi and wants to watch spongebob over there so while walking to the place, boifren pull me into one of the shops...bought some stuff over there den of to watch spongebob...boifren survey some shades den off to royal sporting house..saw one of the puma shoe that i was aiming for it..it really nice..sadly...its expensive...nvrm nxt time can buy...haiz...clearance sales also its expensive...aiyo.... boifren and me got back to our normal moods again...laugh, joke ard...so off to marina sq as boifren wants to find his car...i mean toy car....he wants it for so long already...pity him..couldnt found it anywhere...so off to macdonalds to have some food and slack ard...off home via train...boifren sent me to lot 1 den off home.... before i forget...we were slacking at esplanade aft we walk ard penin....one part boifren switch on the mp4 and he played this song over the loudspeaker... yes i did cried...i dunnoe why i can cry listen to tat song... at that moment of time, my mind was everywhere...headache but i just kept quiet...oh ya the song goes like this.... It's early morning, Not quite awake The urge is calling And can't wait I need you now, oh... your body moves We feel like one You open your eyes And I feel so strong I want now,more than ever. You laugh when I cry I beginning to see the reason why Don't go thinking I'll never leave Cause you won't be laughin You won't believe Chorus When I'm gone baby, gone who's gonna hold you from dark until dawn And who will there be that can love you like me When I'm gone? Your clothes are hanging on the floor My room is full of the night before And the promise you made To love me forever Oh! You can't use me then just up and leave You got it wrong you better believe If I walk out that door it's forever There's no turnin' back Chorus When I'm gone baby, gone Who's gonna hold you from dark until dawn And who will there be that can love you like me When I'm gone? When I'm gone baby,gone Who will you turn to When you need someone Who will be there to love you, do What I doWhen I'm gone... this song really broke me in tears...boifren console me and i feel kinda ok...my headache getting stronger and stronger...i close my eyes and rest a while..drink some water and i felt abit better...haiz...alhamdullilah. we are ok now.. zylaa sign off
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