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♥ Wednesday, January 6, 2010
 its really freaking bored sitting at home doing nothing..of course im finding job every single day..went for interviews..but i felt really different...as boifren is not beside me accompany me...i feel so stress out at home alone, finding job, going down buying newspaper everyday, sending resumes, calling different kind of places..but yet no reply...all i have to wait is for this one whole mth...and i dunnoe wat would be happen to me...haiz...being jobless like this..i can be insane in no time..how i wish boifren be here with me..my mind is over the place..thinking abt sch, abt money, abt jobs..haiz...i felt relieve when boifren calls me at night..like at least i can share somethings with him...though we had some solutions to settle my problems, i still feel worried...its like..everything boifren settles for me, but i dun help myself..its like unfair for him...he needs to spent his things too even helping out his family...haiz...how i wish i could have a really stable job like him..last time yes im werking, though my place doesnt have any increment, i still can shop and even spending time with boifren happily like nobody business...we shop, we watch movie..arghhhhh...this is freaking hard...if money falls from the sky or just sit at home but still money is flowing into my bank acct, i wont be stress like this...i regret not studying hard last time, i tot life would be much easier..i dun think abt the future, i dun think abt saving money at all..i took life as if i can spent everything wat i want within a month..haiz..although boifren ask me to wait, like wat i did to him last time,but still im worried.. my parents work to get money for the bills at home, i dun think my sister would be giving me money as she also need to save money for her engagement this year i guess..i cant have so much of leisure time this month or even this year...i need to pay for my sch, my bills, my laptop..i cant depend on boifren that much, he still have things to do and even he needs to save his money too...haiz...life isnt easy like wat i tot..hopefully, i will get a job fast...i really cant wait anymore..haiz.. zylaa sign off
@Wednesday, January 06, 2010 |
