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Saturday, May 29, 2010

Last nite boifren doesnt even txt me...although he txt me like only a few like saying he is busy have some things need to settle and also inform me that he will be home late...so i waited till he txt me again about ard 10pm like that...but he did not txt...once i finish werk as yest i finish werk at 11pm, i txt him as usual and also once i reached home i txt him too...*report strength* so waited and waited...he didnt msg me....i cant sleep every hour i woke up to check my phone although i felt so so so tired at that moment of time and i noe that today i need to wake up early too... so i check again and again...but there is no answer from him...i called and even msg him again....i do like 'nigau' when kakak woke me up at about 8am to get ready go to pasir ris.. i was like...i tot kakak woke me up coz kakak want to tell me that boifren is home..haiz...so before i went out from home..i txt boifren again.... hmmm....waiting and waiting for him...so at about 12 plus...called boifren...he was asleep...so i hung up the call...at about 2 plus...i called him...yes like finally i got to talk to him...he was playing his gitar at that moment of time...

first thing when he pick up my call he said.. he dun want to lyn me anymore...i was shock and thinking back what i have done wrong last night...i didnt do anything wrong either...haiz...i felt really like so sad he said that to me...we were like ok since d day before...mayb its becoz he is tired...i dunnoe...but even if he is tired, he would actually msg me too...but not like this...i felt like crying...but...i just hold on to it...i felt afraid to call or msg him at this moment...i noe what is the consequences if i call him again...

1) he will say foul words to me.
2) he will reject my calls
3) if i txt him..he wont be replying my msg.

i tot once he picks up the call just now he would actually talk to me like normal...but he did not...its just that i feel so sad... we hardly meet but i felt fine and happy if i could actually hear his voice or even txt him everyday...

bby...if i did wrong yest or the day before please tell me...dun keep quiet and even like not replying my msg or not picking up my call... are u tired syg...but if u are tired pn u will even talk to me...like even txt me...im sad u noe...i tau kite jarang jumpe...but at least please dun like diam diam...den reject2 call i...den tk reply msg...i risau...mcm smlm...i seriously...i tk leh tido...i fikir mane u...u asl tk msg i...i noe u will be busy with ur werk i understand as ur job is not as easy as mine...but all i need is onli u to txt me like u are home or something...it feels like u are away if u nvr txt me...u always brighten up my day whenever i receive ur msg or ur call...its like whenever im having difficulties at werk u txt me den i feel so happy and excited coz u txt me...i never even feel a single regret to have u in my life... i love u sayang





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@Saturday, May 29, 2010