♥ Sunday, July 4, 2010
last night boifren make me so damn angry and sad... haiz... he kept saying about clubbing... look the way he is...*look up* i like the way he is like that rather then him change his genre for clubbing... boifren does change frm wat i realise.. haiz... last time he always talk about rock songs.. he will say about guitars, about bands.. and also story about all those rock things... but now... there isnt anymore.. i noe he nvr dress up anymore like that... now he ask me about katy perry, about clubbing songs, about all those artist... in his ipod even have those kind of songs that i listen to, last time he always said to me... "u.. pls.. ur songs are so irritating" he does not even want to listen to any of it when i ask him listen to my mp3... he change... he really2 change... last time he doesnt even like say so harsh word to me... i noe... 1year plus is so long which we spent time tgt alot of time... and i noe much things have already change... but pls...dun change to someone new... i like the way u are... u being protective, u care, u even find some evil time to be with me when u are very busy or cant go out.. i noe u having a stable job now.. our timing are different... we work shift now... onli 1 day or 2 days we can meet each other during ur off days..but.. i miss those times where u rush to meet me and bring me to the doctor, u sneak out to have some time with me... i noe, i nag alot last night.. i just want u to noe the reason why.. i want u to noe how i feel... but still... u said the same way... i told u everything... haiz.. when i said abit u will be like... i lazy to talk to me... u dun like me to be nagging at u.. but y u making me like this? u said i dun think about u... but then wats all this? all those post im writing.. have some small little notes for u to noe... for u to check and see everyday... isnt this an evidence that im thinking about u every single day? i noe i dun post like everyday... but isnt it like i will at least update something to let u noe everything?there goes again me nagging and nagging... i just feel sad... i just need u to understand me... understand my feelings... u might be joking2 with me at times.. yes i noe... hmmm...
i sayang u ok... muaackkzz...meet u soon...i miss u

zylaa sign off
@Sunday, July 04, 2010
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