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Tuesday, July 6, 2010

last night i cant sleep...after a while i keep waking up and i dreamt alot of stupid things...

was messaging boifren last night about his pm at facebook... he wrote there "guitars are much more fun that ur girlfriend". i was shock when i see those words on his facebook... i read all his comments... i felt so sad... i asked him lots of question but he dun really reply me back... i cried.. coz im shock...boifren onli say "u ni tk leh kene sikit ar" so i kept quiet and dun ask anything about it... but i cant stop him anything.. because guitar is his interest... he love music and he love guitars... as guitars is a non living thing... he strums and music came out from it... as for me... im a living thing, he can meet me, talk to me... and everything... not much of comparision though.. while msging him and crying... i fell asleep... but i woke up after an hour... haiz... i dreamt i dun wake him up for his training today... i got scolding from him as usual... i suddenly woke up look at the time its onli 4am... sleep back and check my phone there isnt any msg from him... so at 7.30am i called him... but he reject my call..he always did that... i noe... thats how i wake him up every morning except during those days that we want to go out or not he will pick up the call... wake him up every 15mins till 8am.. i felt so scared that boifren wont be talking to me... im scared he is still mad at me... but he is not... he txt me about 1pm just now to check where am i coz im out to ica building to collect my passport... it was super fast like im there taking a walk... just sit down and its my turn already..kakak was there accompany me... the journey at first was ok... but after awhile i felt like my money was gone... haiz... waste money going from lavender to bugis by taking mrt...haiz... nvrm... eat at tong seng... den walk at bugis junction, bugis street... but kakak bought me crabtree and evelyn hand lotion...i like it so much... so aft walking there, we went to lot1 as i want to check on the travel thingy... so went dbs first... kakak wants to enquire something... so followed her... she was the one who ask me change my atm card... so boifren dun get it wrong ok... she is the one...

so after asking this and that at that wts travel agency... as usual.. kakak and her comments... she said boifren dunnoe how to walk here and there at KL.. so we dun need to go... i told boifren the whole entire story... boifren look so angry...he talk everything to me... i noe boifren is a person who is a very good explorer where he like to walk here and there... though i will be with him onli 2 person, he will take care of me.. i dun feel scared at all... coz the first time he rent a car, he bring me here and there... i can see the confidence in him...boifren is someone who will actually research first before he go to the place... so after i research this and that, like finally we decide to go genting highlands...txt boifren about the price and boifren finally replied saying that he want me to meet him at jurong point.. met him at jurong point at about 6 plus.. im late...becoz of the bus... super jln lembab... den walk here and there... i felt so thirsty...we walk up to the travel agency... take a look and den i took the number and wait for the queue number to be called.. wait and wait.. mean while talk to boifren about earlier on when i was with my sister going to ica building... he did comments this and that... i think if kakak were to follow us to genting... boifren wont have a very good time... coz kakak will want to go to most places like luxury places.. i will be there looing at her shopping and i will stand outside the shop...haiz...so already book our genting trip.. and i cant wait for it... must set aside some money... and must check my money coz its my pay day tmr.. yippie... boifren must be fast asleep now.. coz he will be working morning tmr...

no matter wat muhaimin... i nvr even think of leaving u... i nvr even have the feeling of leaving u... u scold me, u say vulgar words to me, u make me cry, u make me think so much about something u said to me, u look at other gerls etc... i will still love u and i will nvr leave u... 1 thing im just afraid of... u leaving me.. that is wat im afraid of... i love u will all my heart.. u make me realise everything... u change me.. u protect me, u pamper me.. i dun think there would be a reason for me to leave u.. tk pernah terfikir smp ke situ pn... i noe ur job is very dangerous.. im worried too.. i felt easy whenever u txt me during work time.. i sayang u very much... u might sometimes say that u cant believe that im with u now.. coz we were friends last time.. yes i noe we are friends.. at first i was shock too... but now.. i really really love u so much.. bby.. i tau u kasar.. care u bbl.. care kite gurau.. u are kasar.. but i still can accept u bby...

i took 2 hrs to finish this thing.. :)

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