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♥ Sunday, July 25, 2010

Starting tmr or the day after boifren will be having a very hectic schedule due to YOG and also National Day..my roster will be the same and i will be having off during boifren 2nd day off.. i took it in case he is free and can meet me... pray hard that he wont be that busy and wont be so tired..

went to watch ong bak 3 just now.. i noe boifren was really tired.. i feel bad actually.. upon stepping inside lot 1 boifren said that he is tired and i nvr think about him at all.. i feel really really bad.. i told him.. lets go home.. but he ask me to keep quiet.. i shut my mouth and we walk to the movie theatre...so when we reach at level 5 i guess... its was so crowded.. i told boifren.. if the movie is full.. we watch it tmr.. but boifren told me tmr he cant cnfirm as he might be having recall.. so we proceed to watch the movie.. reach inside..i can see that he is taking a nap for a while..haiz.. lucky duirng the movie he was awake and concentrating on the movie.. but.. after a while nearly to the end of the movie he was asleep.. i can see his eyes is so small already... he didnt sleep since yesterday.. he was on his midnight shift yesterday and he went back home early to go visit a funeral.. he did fetch me over my workplace.. but i meet him at shaw.. now my watch is giving me problem.. i need to go to the watch shop and replace something.. haiz...

boifren must be asleep now.. pity him.. i really felt bad through out the movie.. haiz..
im sori syg.. i ask u to come with me watch movie.. i noe nxt time we can watch too.. im so so so sori.. ily alot dear.. have good rest ok.. i meet u tmr if u dun have any recall.. i felt so cnfused this days bby... im sori if i trouble u alot.. i dunnoe why.. but i felt so confused.. i noe u have ur family problems too.. i dunnoe why something is haunting me through out this week.. at night i cant really sleep.. and my appetite is not there.. it really haunting me day by day.. i felt easy when u are around me.. i do felt like different if i want to hold ur hand or touch u, u will be like pushing my hand away.. haiz.. this thing really haunts me alot..bby.. i really love u alot syg.. i really do..

haiz.. i dunnoe... im still thinking about the full time job in hyatt.. should i accept or not.. or should i just stay part time as my pay is much more than wat full time gets.. boifren allow me to werk full time in hyatt.. its just that me.. i have to either accept it or not.. haiz.. boifren cant make decision for me.. i need to do it myself.. i have his permission already.. now is the decision making.. YES OR NO???

i feel so stress where something haunts me down and about this full time job, den about my family, den.. haiz.. i have to cut down on my shopping already... i think.. no more shopping for me anymore..

pls give me strength to go through this.. i dun want this to haunts me down day by day.. i dun want to give more stress to boifren as he have alot of responsibility to do and he have enuf stress with his werk and family...

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