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♥ Thursday, July 1, 2010


"was suppose to post this like about 2 days ago.."

i felt relieve after kakak came back from kl...its not that i cant share anything with boifren...yes i do...i can...but he is not with me when im at home...he is sick too..he is injured...so i dun want disturb him that much..lucky boifren have already recover now after 2 days of mc... i sent him to this chinese medical shop.. he is there like cacing kerawit coz he is in pain... didnt get to eat my ben and jerry.. nxt time will do... hmm... i felt like crying looking him like that... i did cry la actually in the bus when he ask me to go home... i cry its because im thinking about at home and also about him... i felt bad...i feel like its me who makes his hand really pain till he is like that... but i didnt told him that im crying coz its about him...but instead i told him its about i dun want to go home...haiz...

so....

today, 2nd july 2010... its a 2nd day of a new month...another 18 more days to boifren's bdae... im getting headache... coz i need to save money and also... i need to save money too... i have to help boifren...but his bdae... i have plan something..want to noe wat issit?? boo hoo... cannot tell... its a secret... i have some plans la... but i dunnoe whether this thing will help or not....i hope it will works... like i wat i surprise boifren like few days ago without his knowing...i came his house to pass him food as he is sick... didnt get to meet him but i felt better when i got to give him something that he can recover soon... hmmm... everytime when me and boifren go out, we will always listen to songs via his ipod... but he will gave me listen to different songs from his ipod... some songs i got in love with till im addicted to it.. but some im not really into it... i will onli go home and check out the song and read the lyrics wat issit about... usually malay rock songs.. it have lots of meaning... boifren teach me so... yeah... i noe some songs the lyrics this and that... so just now in the bus when we were otw back homr from cathay after eating our ben and jerry... like finally! boifren play this song HATIKU KEKAL PADAMU BY MUS.. it was suppose to be a chinese song by VINCENT LEE NI DAO DI AI SHUI... so i check out the song and listen to it carefully... it was about a person who is really love this person, and in the end the person was left all alone... i can cry listening to that song... its very sad... try listen to it... so i ask boifren about this song... and ask a few general question about some songs... i always have a negative thinking whenever he let me listen to this kind songs...haiz... i dunnoe why... mayb boifren always kept saying the name...boifren always story about this and that... so... i felt so... i dunnoe... i felt so sad... its like he still love her.. and he is like comparing between me and her... i noe im different like wat boifren said to me earlier when we were spending time together... i felt sensative but i have to hide it... i have to be strong... boifren words are very sharp at times... if i say abit different... we can start quarrel... haiz... i always try to get away from boifren saying those names and also story about this and that as in about past... it feel so hurtful... hearing the name can make me go crazy... haiz...

i love u alot syg... but pls... i noe u at times gurau2 with me... but at times... ur words are too sharp and makes me think negatively... haiz...ape tah lagi bile part u ckp ngn i pmpn ni lawa...pmpn tu lawa den u start to compare2 me and them... i noe i dun have good body, pretty face... i noe u like chinese gerls... haiz... nvrm...have good rest and recover soon...





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@Thursday, July 01, 2010